deemed
unnecessary.
Hurrying me,
with calm dignity
Follow your angelic
skilful guidance,
Inspiration from your mind
Far superior to mine,
Knowledge, imparted
with gentle dominance
Calm, serene, yet instructive
Encouraging
a hand, sometimes
too weary to type,
reluctant to strive,
willing, yet human-like,
faltering to stop
Delay this work on Angels.
Gently you urged me on
To rise above tiredness
Triggering great thoughts
Of the unknown world
Where you and the Angel choirs
Kneel in humble adoration
Before a God Who recognises
One low as me as His own.
Thank you Being of Light,
A LADY AND HER DOLL
FEB.1997.)
In a psychiatric ward,
she sat,
Her long, grey hair
falling carelessly,
O’er bent shoulders,
Swaying backwards,
Forward, right and left.
Dribbles, like ripples,
Skipping o’er
Ridged pale lips.
In her arms, she cuddled
A ragged doll, aged and torn,
Its blonde hair
Shaggy from years of
pulling, hugging,
clasping tugging
Against her dwindling breasts.
Breasts, once filled
With maternal milk
Compelled to dry
In her maiden‘s nipples.
Fifty years ago
When her baby daughter
Was taken from her arms,
Arms, which still feel the longing
to hold once again
that soft bundle of long ago,
A rambling mind,
Broken heart
Numbed and tired,
All that‘s left is
a muttering old lady,
A RAGGED DOLL HER ONLY TOY.
SINÉAD’S SEARCH FOR HEAVEN
(aged 4 at the time)
Where is Heaven Nanna?
Is it up there in the sky?
Away up, up in the clouds,
And do people have to fly
To get through its big, big doors?
Who will open them for me,
Then Nanna, who’ll I see?
Will the Angels fly about,
Do they make the tea,
Icing cakes and making buns
With chocolate rolls
For my sister and for me.
Is God big and strong?
And Mary quiet and meek?
Do they mind the children
Who have gone
To join in Heaven’s sleep.
Nanna I feel afraid at times
As Heaven seems so far away,
But I know that God is kind and good
Yes I’ll soon be five you see.
So then I’ll understand
Saoirse is only three.
Sometimes I’m bold
But I promise you I’ll be
A real good girl when I am five
I’ll even climb a tree,
And gaze at clouds
Above my house
Where the angels fly with glee.
Then when I’m very old
I’ll fly and only then
HOLY GOD I’LL SEE.
TWO MEN
Two men, criminals, robbers, they
Hung close by Jesus on Calvary‘s Hill
One on the right, the other on left
Watched evil people His sacred blood spill.
They heard Him say, in a voice sincere,
“Father forgive them, they know not what they do,”
The Heavens were filled with angels in grief
Mere humans jeering the God of Peace,
One of the criminals cruel was he,
Hurled insults at the dying Lord,
“If you are Christ, the son of God,
Save yourself from torture and gall.”
But the other criminal rebuked his friend
“Saying you and I deserve our deaths,
But this poor man did nothing at all
Only did for others what He knew was best.”
Turning to Jesus the good thief, spoke;
“Remember me, when you reach your Home,”
Though sore His feet and aching head,
“This day you‘ll join me”, Jesus said.
When we‘re in sin and forlorn our lot,
Let‘s pause and think of the Thief or Paul
Mary Magdalene and Augustine fell,
But arose to sainthood, from dark to dawn.
WHO WAS THE GENTLE STRANGER?
Who was the gentle stranger
In the dark-grey hospital ward?
Who took your hand so tenderly
Whispering hope to you, that morn.
Who was the kind old lady?
Beside you in the bus?
She talked and offered sound advice
Returning love and trust.
Who was the kind and helpful priest?
In the Confessional that day,
Who counseled you and eased your pains
He filled your mind with prayer.
Who owned the hand, that rescued
Three children from a fire?
He risked his life to save them
Then left without Goodbye,
Who gave her last brown penny,
To the hungry on the street?
Then walked three miles that evening,
On two tired worn