perpetual child.
PETER : Thereâs no such thing.
ALICE : You didnât know him.
She moves away from him. He pursues .
PETER : Did you?
ALICE : For several years he was at the very center of our lives.
PETER : âThe center of your lives?â
ALICE : Yes. Heâd tell us his stories, on the green or rowing on the river, and then off heâd go to let us dream about them.
PETER : And where did he go?
ALICE : I beg your pardon?
PETER : When he left you, where did he go, what did he do?
ALICE : I donât know⦠I imagine he returned home and went on with his life.
PETER : No. He didnât. You were his life.
She stops .
PETER : Itâs just like Barrie with us⦠You werenât a âdream child.â You were a child of flesh and bone. He looked into your eyes and you looked back.
ALICE : We were a diversion, no more. He was a grown man with an important career and friends of his own⦠Three adolescent girls, all giggles and elbows? Iâm sure he was happy to go home and forget us.
PETER : Grown men do not âreturn home and go on with their lives .â Thatâs what children do. Children pass gaily through life with no sense of the weight of events⦠Grown ups look in the mirror, and then look at the clock⦠They walk into an empty house that feels emptier every day that passes, for it brings them ever-closer to the final and inescapable loneliness: that last echoing room where you are truly alone.
Beat .
PETER : There are no simple childhood memories, Mrs. Hargreaves. I told you, itâs complicated. Everythingâs occluded.
ALICE : How do you know he was lonely?
PETER : Ah⦠If he were not, would he have loved you so much?
ALICE : How do you know he loved me?
PETER : Would he have written the book otherwise?
ALICE : Soâ¦itâs to be a love story.
PETER : Arenât they all?
A voice surprises him:
BARRIE : (Offstage.) No, Peter, youâre wrong⦠Thereâs no love in it! No romance, I promise you thatâ¦
JAMES BARRIE enters briskly and goes toward PETER . Heâs a stunted, sad, inspiring Scotsman .
BARRIE : Thereâs not a jot of love or moonlight to be had, except for that moon which can be glimpsed at dead midnight over the Tyburn gallows after those bloodthirsty brigands have met their end and sway from the gibbet. Gather âround, ladsâ¦
He continues his story. It is 1901 .
Music builds .
BARRIE : Here at Black Lake Cottage thereâs a lake which â you will not be surprised to learn â is black. But do you know why itâs black? Not the murky water, though tolerably murky it is. Not the depth of it where no light can pass, though deep it is. Itâs black because of the souls of all the dead men trapped at the bottom, itâs been blackened by wickedness, by them that walked the plank, that felt the touch oâ the cat, that had their throats slit by that fearsome captain afore his breakfast. Whatâs his name again?
PETER : I canât rememberâ¦
ALICE : You mean you canât forget.
BARRIE : Whatâs his name again, Peter?
PETER : Really, I donât â
ALICE : You do.
BARRIE : Come on now! ⦠Feel the spray of the ocean, like you used to when you were a boy; when you wanted to sail the seas on a triple-master, like every boy does, to see the world, to have adventures, to fly and fight and fly again.
CARROLL : Be young forever.
BARRIE : Whatâs his name, that piratical gentleman who had us quaking under the covers at night?!
PETER : Hook !
BARRIE : Yes, Hook! Now youâre with me! Youâre on the deck of the mighty galleon as it rolls and pitches, and weâre lashed to the wheel together, lad, through the cataracts!
PETER : âRound the Horn!
BARRIE : Until the maelstrom passes!
ALICE : Do you feel your heart pounding?!
PETER : Yes! Like racing passion, like love!
ALICE : So in a flash youâre young again!
PETER