say? I like them. This one isnât much, though. The pages are all stuck together. You can only see one picture.â
Her mother fanned the air again. âFrom the smell, I can believe it. Itâs like someone dipped it in manure and rolled it in mud.â
âItâs not that bad.â
âSorry dear, but it is. I think you have so many of them youâve become immune. I wish you would collect somethingâ¦more aromatic.â
âLike perfume? Sorry, you have the market on that one. Do you want something to drink? I can make some tea.â
âTea would be wonderful, but I canââ
âNope, you stay put. Iâm not crippled.â
In the kitchen, Alison filled the teapot and set it on the burner before she turned the knob, hiding the tiny blue flames from her sight. She normally used the microwave to make tea for herself but it made her mother happy when she used the stove. Another check mark on her âAlison is making progress sheet.â
Alison clenched her jaw. It was hard enough to make progress; knowing her mother was always taking notes made it harder still.
âMom, are you hungry?â she called out. âIf you want, I can make something.â
Her mother came into the kitchen and fetched the sugar bowl. âNo, Iâm fine. I had a little something before I came over.â
âYou couldnât sit and wait, could you?â
âOh you know me. I get itchy feet when someone else is in the kitchen. Maybe Iâll come over next Sunday and make you dinner.â
âYou donât have to do that. Why donât you come over, and Iâll make you dinner.â
âBut I like doing things for you.â
Of course she did, but did she have to try so damn hard? Alison wasnât going to shatter into pieces. Sheâd made it this far, hadnât she? She held her tongue, said only, âI know you do.â
âIâve been thinking. I can add a cell phone to my plan at any time and since you go out walking now, Iâd like to get you one.â
âI donât want one. Iâm fine with the phone here.â
âBut what if something happens? What if you fallââ
âMom. Please? If I decide I want one, Iâll let you know.â
Her mother held up both hands. âOkay, okay.â Her nose wrinkled. âYouâre not really going to keep that album, are you?â
âSure, why not? I might be able to get the pages unstuck and get to the other photos.â
âI think you should throw it away. The man in the picture is horrible.â
Alison turned away so her mother wouldnât see her smile. âItâs just an old photo, and heâs just an old dead guy. Heâs perfectly harmless.â
âStill, itâs unsettling. Please, donât keep this one.â
Alison turned back. âOkay, fine. Iâll throw it out.â
The tea kettle rang out with a high-pitched whistle, and they jumped in unison.
After her mother left, Alison took a butter knife into the living room and sat on the floor beside the coffee table. She slid the blade between two of the photo albumâs back pages and wiggled it fromside to side, wincing at the sound of tearing paper and pulling it out when it met resistance.
She flipped it to Georgeâs photo. Despite her odd daydream of broken glass in a slammed fist, his gaze held only a middle-aged man, dark of eyes and hair, from a forgotten time, his name lost everywhere but her own imagination. Nothing visible anchored the photo in place, and the edge of one corner bent out. She tapped the knife against her palm, set it aside, and slid her finger under the tiny separation. The paper crackled in protest, but the photo stayed intact. When the edge came up a little more, she poked and prodded the opposite corner until it lifted as well. The third corner wouldnât budge, so she traced the edge of her fingernail around the last one, and with