a relationship with Tyler here and that I am finally happy again and he should just go back to California or wherever he is now living.
At least I think there is that potential with Tyler. Apparently weâll see after the crazy time at his work is over.
âHello, Luke,â I say, because he is obviously waiting for a reply from me.
âAny big birthday plans?â
I think about how to answer this without blatantly lying. âIâm not sure yet,â I say, hoping maybe heâll misread that to mean I am expecting a surprise party.
âGreat. You should come out to dinner with me.â
âI think not.â
âYouâre just sitting there in your car. Thatâs a terrible birthday.â
I immediately jerk my head around until I see him parked two spaces over, smiling at me through the raindrop-streaked window all stalker-like, phone to his head. He waves the hand not holding the phone and flashes a smile.
âHi, Paige.â
âWhat are you doing here?â I demand.
He shrugs. âIâm considering adoption.â
âGo away, Luke. I have plans.â
âFor what? Dinner alone? No birthday cake? No candles? No singing?â He tsks into the phone, shaking his head. âThatâs the worst birthday I can think of.â
No worse than sitting here in my car talking to my ex-boyfriend two parking spaces over from me. I try staring him down but it doesnât work. He just smiles bigger.
âI like your hair,â he says.
âWhat?â
âYour hair. Itâs long. I like it like that.â
âYou know what, Luke? You had your chance. Go back to California.â I hang up the phone, donât look at him again, turn the key forcefully, and drive out of the parking lot, not even sparing a glance in my rearview mirror.
Who does he think he is anyway? The greatest gift to mankind? Poor Paige, I dumped her and now she must be miserable without me?
I grip the steering wheel, staring through my windshield wipers that arenât really needed for the tiny drizzle coming down. Idiot. Does he really think he can just waltz back into my life without even a thought to the past?
My apartment is very close to work, and I get there in record time. It seems that fuming makes you drive faster. I gather up all of my birthday gifts and am halfway to my apartment when I realize I forgot to pick up dinner.
Apparently fuming makes you forget important things like eating as well. I stand there in the drizzle, staring at my building, wondering if I should just make do with the cheese stick and rice cakes inside, thinking about how I likely happened on a life-changing discovery in the diet industry and how my soon-to-be bestseller could put my money troubles to rest.
Fume More, Consume Less.
âSo, about dinner â¦â
I close my eyes, willing the voice behind me to leave.
âCome on, Paige. You canât avoid me forever.â
âMaybe not, but I can try.â
âPaige.â He draws my name out, a slight teasing tone to his voice. I take a deep breath and turn around, squinting at him through the spitting drizzle.
He looks good. Luke has always looked good. While most boys went through the goofy years where their head, feet, and hands were too big for their bodies, I canât remember Luke ever looking anything less than perfect. I met him when I was a beyond-awkward fifth grader wearing my momâs old stirrup pants and carrying around toothpicks to get food out of my braces. Layla was assigned the desk next to me and we were instant friends. Iâll never forget the day she took me to her house and I met Luke.
I thought he was the cutest boy Iâd ever seen. And he was way mature because he was already in the seventh grade and had to shave.
I just look at him now, biting the inside of my cheek. The years have been good to Luke. His shoulders have filled out and his jawline has become a manâs. His hair is thick