butRuthveyn had believed what was to come inevitable. And as Claytor pointed out, for the last six months, Ruthveyn had made his home, more often than not, here in an upstairs suite at his private club, fetching down from Mayfair his valet and his secretary and whatever and whomever he wishedâand whenever he wished it. Ruthveyn did not much care to be inconvenienced, even in exile.
Claytor conceded defeat. âFor dinner, then, my lord,â he murmured, stiffly inclining his head. âI shall tell Lady Anisha to expect you.â
The secretary turned to go just as Fricke thrust out Ruthveynâs cravat. Ruthveyn snatched it and relented. âLook here, Claytor,â he said over his shoulder. âIâm sorry, but Iâve a morning head and an ill temper. Still, no young man ever died of a fortnight spent in a sponging house. Indeed, I daresay it will do my brother a world of good.â
âBut do you mean ever to get him out?â asked Claytor a little bitterly. âOr do you mean to grease his skids straight into debtorsâ prison?â
At that, Ruthveyn whirled about. âCareful, old boy.â His voice was deathly quiet. âDo not mistake an explanation as a license to make free with your opinion.â
Claytor dropped his gaze. âI beg your pardon,â he replied. âBut I can tell you, sir, what will happen. After another four or five daysâafter the bailiff has come round again with his demands, and a few more duns have piled up, Lady Anisha will go down to Houndsditch and start selling off her jewels. That, sir, is what will happen.â
The galling thing was, Claytor might be right. But that had to be Anishaâs choice.
âMy sister will not be made a prisoner in my home,â said Ruthveyn quietly. âHer jewelsâand her lifeâare now hers to do with as she pleases. I only hope and praythat she means to raise Tom and Teddy a little more strictly than our stepmother raised Lucan.â
âBut, my lord, it cannot have been so veryââ
âYou cannot know what it was like, Claytor,â Ruthveyn cut in. âYou werenât there. â
But turn poor Claytorâs words against him as he might, the truth was, Ruthveyn hadnât been there either. Not very often, at least. He had been in the early years of his diplomatic career, and, like his father before him, haring about Hindustan risking life and limb in service to Her Majestyâs government and its well-shod bootheel, the East India Company. Then, as now, he had avoided his family. He had avoided intimacy. And he was not fool enough to confuse intimacy with sex or even with love.
He did love themâeven Lucan, cocky young fool that he was. He loved them more than life itself. But their coming out from Calcutta some six months past had taken the life heâd tried so desperately to hold together and rattled it at its very foundation.
But Anisha was now a widow with two little hellions to raise. As to their half brotherâ¦well, Lucan simply needed a father. Pity he did not have one.
âWhich coat, sir?â Fricke enquired as the door closed behind Claytor. âI brought down the dark blue superfine and last yearâs black.â
âThe black,â said Ruthveyn, stripping off the half-tied cravat. âAnd I want a black stock to go with it.â
âIndeed,â murmured Fricke, carrying away the offending linen. âWeâre in a black mood, I collect.â
âIt was a black night,â said Ruthveyn.
There was no need to say more. The detritus of a difficult evening lay cast about the room: an empty decanter of cognac, a corkless apothecaryâs vial, filthy ashtrays,and the sharp scent of spiced tobacco and charas still hanging in the air.
Fricke finished dressing him in silence, touching his master as little as possible. Ruthveynâs odd quirks in this regard were made plain early on to anyone employed to serve