she wanted to tap intoâthat of Upper East Side prep school girls and future debutantes with well-heeled parents and with living quarters in cloistered prewar buildings guarded by uniformed and capped doormen standing under ubiquitous green awnings.
Sheâd decorated the apartment as a showcase for her creativity and style because she had the occasional visit from a potential client. Mostly, however, she traveled to see brides in their well-appointed and luxurious homes.
Now, she clicked on her computer mouse. After a few minutes, she brought up a link with an old article about Hawk from the New York Social Diary. He was pictured standing between two blond models, a drink in hand and a devilish glint in his eye. The article made it clear that Hawk had been a regular on the social circuit, mostly in London and somewhat in New York.
Piaâs lips tightened. Well, at least the article served as some confirmation that she was his physical typeâhe appeared tohave an affinity for blondes. However, at five-foot-four, she was a few inches shorterânot to mention a bit fleshierâthan the leggy, skinny catwalkers heâd been photographed with.
The only saving grace in the whole situation was that Hawkâs detestable behavior three years ago had given her the courage to embark on her own and start her namesake wedding planning business. Sheâd realized it was time to stop waiting for Prince Charming and take charge of her life. How pathetic would it have been if heâd been scaling the heights of the financial world while sheâd been pining away for him, cocooned to this day in the studio apartment where sheâd lived three years ago?
Sheâd moved on and up, just as he had. And Hawkâthe duke or His Grace or however he liked to be referred toâcould take a flying leap with his millions.
Still, she couldnât help digging for further information online. It was an exercise in self-flagellation to understand the extent to which sheâd been a naive virgin whoâd given away the goods to a smooth-talking playboy.
After a half hour of searching, she discovered that Hawkâs reputation didnât disappoint. Heâd dated models, actresses and even a chanteuse or two. Heâd been part of the social whirl of people with money to spare even before his recent incarnation as a top financier.
How unworldly sheâd been to expect more than one night with him. How stupidly trusting.
And yet, she reminded herself, it hadnât only been naiveté. Sheâd been trickedâdupedâand used by a practiced player.
She pushed away from the computer screen and padded into her bedroom. Her mind on autopilot, she removed her brown satin dress and slipped into cotton striped pajama bottoms and a peach-colored sleeveless top. In the bathroom, she removed her makeup, moisturized her face and brushed her teeth.
Walking back into the bedroom again, she began to take the pins from her hair as she moved to her dressing tableâboughtused at a flea marketâand sat down. When her hair was loose, she ran a brush through it and stared at herself in the mirror.
Sheâd never been glamorously beautiful, but sheâd been able to lay some claimâif the occasional comments sheâd received since high school were to be believedâto being a sort of cute pretty. Now, though, she forced herself to be more critical.
Was there something about her that screamed Take advantage of me? Did her face sing Iâm a pushover?
She sighed as she stood, switched off the bedside lamp and slid into bed. She felt Mr. Darcy spring onto the bed and curl his warm weight next to her leg.
Pia turned her face to the window, where rain had begun to pelt the glass, blurring the illumination cast by the city lights outside.
It had been a long, too eventful day, and she was bone-tired. But instead of weariness overtaking her, she found herself awake.
In the privacy of her