tack room, and the woman stood tucked among the bridles. Small and slim as she was, she might have been one of them.
âHow close was it, really?â she asked, her voice reedy.
âClose.â
âYou couldnât see him, but you stopped?â
âThatâs right.â He didnât quite know what to do with himself now that heâd crossed his own line. Heâd just met the woman, and he felt like he was looking at her naked. He took a leather headstall in hand and hung on, steadying himself for a bumpy ride. âSome people have eyes in the back of their head. I have something inside my head. It picks up where the eyes and ears leave off. Sometimes. Notâ¦not always.â
âWhatever it is, I need some.â
He gave a dry chuckle. âIt doesnât always turn out this good.â
âIt did this time. Markâs in his own world, and Iâm on the outside, trying to look in. I blink, and he gets away from me.â She drew a quavering breath. âBut heâs not hurt. What am I blubbering about?â
âIâve still got the shakes, too. We know what could have happened. Mark doesnât, so he doesnât need to worry too much right now. We can do that for him.â
âHe does know what could have happened. Somewhere in the back of his mind he knows better than we do.â She swallowed so loudly Cougar could taste her tears. âHe had a terrible accident. Lost an eye.â
âCar accident?â
âNo. It happenedâ¦â She shut herself down. He had all the details he was getting right now. âThis isnât the first time I blinked.â
âWonât be the last. You got another pair of eyes in your family?â
âMarkâs father and I are divorced.â She paused, shifting gears. âI want what you have. A motherâs instincts arenât enough with a child like Mark.â
âOrdinarily Iâd say take mine, but Iâm glad I had it goinâ on today.â
âMe, too.â She took a swipe at each eye with the back of her wrist as she emerged from her little harbor. âJust Cougar?â
âItâs all I need. Pretty big name.â
âItâs a great name.â He took half a step back as she edged past him. A singular moment had passed. âYou know, the winner of the training contest gets twenty thousand dollars.â
âYeah, thatâs what Sergeant Tutan said.â He followed her through the tack room door. âMary Tutan. Sheâs the one who told me about the competition.â
âOh, yes, Mary,â she said, her voice brightening. âShe just got married.â
âI stopped in and met her husband before I came here. Sheâsâ¦â
ââ¦back in Texas.â
âSays sheâs put in for discharge. Kinda surprised me.â Seeing the boy with the kittens made him smile. âSergeant Tutan had lifer written all over her. Sheâs a damn good soldier. Uncle Sam will miss her, but sheâs served well.â
She took his measure with a look. âYou, too?â
âIâve been out for two months now. Officially.â Which was like saying her son had had an accident.There was a lot more to it, but nobody wanted to go there. âTell Sally Iâll be at Loganâs place. Iâll check back in with her.â He reached down and touched Markâs shoulder. âYouâve got a nice family there.â The boy offered up a little calico. Cougar rubbed the top of its head with his forefinger and nodded. âTheyâre too young to leave their mama.â
âMaybe weâll see you when you come back for your horse,â Celia said. âYouâll get to choose.â
âIf Markâs around, maybe he could help me with that.â He still had the boyâs attention, maybe even some awareness of what he was saying. Cougar felt some connection. Close calls could have that