shoulders was the only thing keeping him upright. He stared, astounded, utterly bemused . . . waited for the effect of her touch to subside . . .
She made an angry, frustrated sound, dashed back to the door, grabbed it, and propelled it shut. The loss of the moonlight left him blinking, eyes adjusting to the dark. The door closed, she swung around; her back to the panel, she glaredâhe felt it.
âWhat the devilâs the matter with you?â she hissed.
âMe?â Easing his shoulders from the wall, he managed to find his balance. âWhat the damn hell are you doing here?â
He couldnât even begin to imagine. Moonlight streamed in through the fanlight, passing over their heads to strike the pale tiles of the hall. In the diffused light, he could just make out her features, fine and delicate in an oval face, framed by golden curls tumbling under her hood.
She straightened; chin rising, she set the hood back. âI wanted to speak with you privately.â
âItâs three oâclock in the morning.â
âI know! Iâve been waiting since one. But I wanted tospeak with you without anyone else knowingâI can hardly come here during the day and demand to speak privately with you, can I?â
âNoâfor a very good reason.â She was unmarried, and so was he. If she wasnât standing before the door heâd be tempted to open it and . . . he frowned. âYou didnât come alone?â
âOf course not. Iâve a footman outside.â
He put a hand to his brow. âOh. Good.â This was getting complicated.
âFor goodness sake! Just listen. I know all about your familyâs financial state.â
That captured his immediate and complete attention. Noting it, she nodded. âExactly. But you neednât worry Iâll tell anyoneâindeed, quite the opposite. Thatâs why I needed to speak with you alone. Iâve a proposition to put to you.â
His wits were reelingâhe couldnât think what to say. Couldnât imagine what she was going to say.
She didnât wait, but drew breath and launched in. âIt must be plain, even to you, that Iâve been looking about for a husband, yet the truth is thereâs not a single eligible gentleman I feel the least bit inclined to marry. But now Amandaâs gone, I find it boring in the extreme continuing as an unmarried young lady.â She paused, then went on, âThatâs point one.
âPoint two is that you and your family are in straitened circumstances.â She held up a staying hand. âYou neednât try to tell me otherwiseâover the past weeks Iâve spent a lot of time here, and generally about with your sisters. Emily and Anne donât know, do they? You neednât fear Iâve told themâI havenât. But when one is that close, little things do show. I realized a few weeks ago and much Iâve noticed since has confirmed my deduction. Youâre in dun territoryâ no! Donât say a word. Just hear me out.â
He blinkedâhe was barely keeping up with the flow of her revelations; he didnât at present have any brain left over to cope with formulating speech.
She eyed him with typical acerbity, apparently reassuredwhen he remained mute. âI know you are not to blameâit was your father who ran through the blunt, wasnât it? Iâve heard the grandes dames say often enough that it was a good thing he died before he crippled the estate, but the truth is he did bring your family to point non plus before he broke his neck, and you and your mother have been carefully preserving appearances ever since.â
Her voice softened. âIt must have been a Herculean task, but youâve done brilliantlyâIâm sure no one else has guessed. And, of course, I can see why you did itâwith not just Emily and Anne, but Portia and Penelope, to establish, being