on his mind he was struggling to find words for.
But then there was always something. Usually work.
âSheâs still on the phone. Can you speak to her, Hannah?â His mouth made the awkward movement that these days passed for a smile. âIâm rather in the middle of things at the momentâ¦â
A few seconds later he was back with the handset, dropping it onto my bed like he couldnât get rid of it fast enough. Dad always avoided speaking to Martha. Never got beyond a perfunctory greeting, the briefest exchange of information.
I heard the closing click of his study door. I put down my pen and pressed the phone to my ear. It emitted a tiny, furious bark.
âHi, Martha.â
âHannah, sweetheart, is Danny there?â Despite Rudmanâs yapping in the background, I could hear the worry in her voice.
âNo. I thought he was with you.â
âI havenât seen him since this morning. Itâs almost nine.â
I glanced outside at the gathering darkness. In the house opposite, lights glowed in the upstairs windows.
Another volley of frantic barking in my ear. A groan from Martha. âHang on a secâ¦â A muffled sound, then her voice scolding Rudman.
âSorry, Hannah,â she said, slightly breathless. âIâve no idea whatâs got into that animal. Anyway, Iâm a bit concerned. Iâve tried Dannyâs mobile half a dozen times, and he hasnât answered.â
âHe cycled back here with me hours ago. I assumed he went on home.â
âDid he say so?â
I thought for a moment. âNo, I donât think so.â
âAny ideas where he might have gone?â
I barely had any idea where Danny got to any more, I felt like saying, but kept it to myself. âYou could try Joe,â I suggested, âor Ross or Ewan.â
âDo you have their numbers?â
âNo. Sorry.â
I could almost hear Martha suppress a sigh at the other end of the line. âHow about you ask some of your friends, Hannah? Maybe theyâll know where he is?â
âIâll call Vicky Clough. She might.â
âThanks.â Marthaâs voice was laced with anxiety. âLook, Hannah, if you hear anything youâll let me know, right?â
âOf course.â
âThanks. See you tomorrow after school, okay?â
âSure. Bye thenâ¦â
An abrupt click at the end of the line. I listened to the burr of the dialling tone for a few seconds, then grabbed my phone and texted Vicky, hoping she wouldnât read anything into me asking about Danny. No matter how many times I told her he was my friend and nothing more, she clearly never believed it.
Apart from thinking that Danny would really be for it when he got home, I admit I didnât give Marthaâs call a second thought. It didnât even occur to me that there could actually be something wrong. Why would it? Lately Danny was always out somewhere or other, round at someoneâs house or off riding his bike. This was hardly the first time his mother had rung to track him down.
Even so, even now, it still seems incredible that I didnât know, that I didnât somehow sense that something wasnât right. I was his best friend, after all. Or at least had been. And not any old best friend, but the kind you get when youâve practically grown up together. The kind who knows you better than you know yourself.
But there was nothing. No warning sirens going off in my head as I picked up my pen. Not even a little niggle of worry as I wrote about the slave boats and all those stolen people sent far across the world, never to see their homes or families again.
3
then
âHey, Hannah.â
I looked up to see Joe Rowling standing by my desk. He nodded at Lianna before turning his attention back to me.
âYou seen Danny?â
I shook my head. âHis mum was looking for him last night. Did she get hold of