with the truth is risky.â She and Bull were the only ones privy to the real deal.
âWe could kill him, but itâs damn hard to get away with anything like that these days, plus heâs just sort of stumbled into a situation, heâs not here with malice.â Bull was dead serious, which was just one of the things she loved about him. He weighed every course of action, even the outrageous ones. âAnd that leaves us with the third option, which isnât good, but about the only thing she can do is ask him not to mention her or her restaurant in his posts.â
She rubbed at the throbbing in her right temple. âHeâs a journalist. Thatâs just going to make him want to dig deeper. How much can he find out, do you think?â
Bull cocked his head to one side, considering, stroking his beard. âHeâll probably figure out pretty quickly thatâs not her real name. It wonât take much digging to find out I own the restaurant and bar, not herâthatâs a matter of public record, even though weâve kept itquiet. Outside of that, I donât think thereâs much he can find.â
âWhyâd he have to turn up?â She was so frustrated with the situation she could scream. âThings were going so well for her.â
Bull shook his head. âCome on, Merrilee. It was just a matter of time. Sooner or later everything comes to a reckoning.â She knew he was referencing the recent showdown with her husbandâ¦well, now ex-husband. âHave you talked to her?â
âNo. I came over here as soon as I got him out the door. I thought we should strategize first and then talk to Gus together. Although Iâm sure she already knows because Teddy was gushing like a geyser.â Teddy was something of a dreamer but Merrilee had never seen her gaga like that.
Bull pushed to his feet. âIâll put a sign on the door and weâll head over to Gusâs so weâre all on the same page.â
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âA RE YOU SURE YOUâRE OKAY, honey?â Merrilee said as Gus ushered Merrilee and Bull to her apartment door.
She was as okay as sheâd been in the last four years. âIâm fine,â she said. âThanks for coming over. You two have been lifesavers. Good Riddance has been a lifesaver. I hope you know how much you mean to me.â Her look encompassed both of them.
âWe do and you know how important you are to us.â
Gus nodded, her throat suddenly clogged with tears. They were as close to family as she had, with her motherdead and her father having checked out of her life when she was a kid. Theyâd become surrogate parents.
Merrilee caught Gus up in a quick hug. âItâs going to be okay.â She released her and patted her on the shoulder. âJust throw yourself into your work, honey.â
âShout if you need us,â Bull said, his manner gruff as usual, but the caring in his eyes evident.
âI will.â
They ducked out the side door of her apartment that lead to the outside rather than the stairs from the restaurant. She leaned her head against the door and the old feeling of being Troyâs prey again threatened to swamp her. The truth of the matter was it was never gone, she just managed to hold it at bay most of the time. Regardless of how far sheâd run, his shadow was always on her doorstep. The worst was when she went to bed at night, when her mind was no longer busy, when the nightmares could come to her in her sleep. Without a doubt she was stronger for the experience. But heâd scarred her, permanently marked her somewhere deep inside.
Sheâd never told Merrilee and Bull all of it. Sheâd never been able to bring herself to talk about coming home and finding her sheets slashed and covered in red paint that looked like blood. And still the police would do nothing. The Wenhams were to New York what the Kennedys were to Massachusetts.
Gus breathed