first two years she had lived with her grandmother but had drifted apart after that. Doreen could have been a lot of fun if she hadnât had such a religious streak.
âAnd then a little bit later I started itchinâ and scratchinâ like crazy,â Doreen said. âI âbout scratched myself raw before it was over. I remember that!â
Celia nodded again. She remembered a counselor threatening to tie Doreenâs hands behind her back if she didnât quit scratching.
Doreen reached behind her and dragged a little red-haired boy out to stand in front of her. He looked down at the floor and twisted from side to side, three fingers jammed in his mouth. âThis hereâs Ralph Junior,â Doreen said. âNamed after his daddy. You remember Ralph, donât you? He graduated same year you did. Played football.â
Celia felt her stomach knot up as she glanced at the boy. Probably no more than four or five. She nodded at Doreen. She remembered Ralph all right. Big dumb Ralph Hubert, who reinforced every stereotype in the world about football players. She thought she remembered her grandmother writing her that he had gone into the army a year or so after graduating from high school, but she was already away at college by then and couldnât have cared less about any of the hicks she had gone to high school with. She looked back at Doreenâs little boy and felt something like the cold point of a knife against soft skin.
âSo you finally decided to get hitched yourself, huh?â Doreen said, nodding to Al. âNever too late. Better not wait around for ten years to have you a kid like I did, though. âCourse that wasnât the plan. I expected Iâd just drop âem out one after the other the way Billie Ruth did, but no sir, not me. Me and Ralph had to traipse all over to a hundred doctors âfore we found out what was wrong, and thenââ
âAnd how is Billie Ruth?â Celia asked.
âOh, same as ever. Had her another baby couple of months agoânumber eight. Imagine that, my sisterâs got eight, and I had to work like the dickens just to get me one. Mama told her she ought to get her tubes tied, but . . .â
Al spoke up, his mouth full. âAnd how old is Ralph Junior?â he asked. The boy scowled up at him briefly, then turned and buried his face in his motherâs skirt.
âFive his next birthday,â Doreen said proudly. âHe goes to the four-year-old kindergarten school over at the Baptist church three days a week, donât you, Ralphie?â No response from Ralphie. âHere, show Cousin Celie and her friend how good you know your numbers, Ralphie.â Doreen tried to pry him away from her legs, to no avail. âCome on, Ralphie, one . . . two . . . three . . . Count for us and show what a big boy you are.â Ralphie wouldnât deliver.
âOh well, maybe another time,â Celia said.
âYeah, maybe so,â Doreen said. âWell, come on then, sport, letâs go back out here to the kitchen and finish up your din-din.â She grinned at Celia. âHe loves fish fixed like this.â She nodded toward the plate she was holding.
This came as no surprise to Celia. Breaded fish sticks that came frozen in a box would be exactly the kind of food her relatives would love. Give them a fresh fillet of flounder amandine or Chilean sea bass, and they wouldnât have a clue what it was.
Doreen waved. âTalk to you later, Celie.â She jerked her head toward the kitchen. âWeâre eating out here with Candy. You remember Candyâsheâs married now and has her a baby. Sheâs trying to nurse him, but sheâs afraid she doesnât have enough milk.â
For a moment Celia didnât understand. Surely this wasnât the same Candy she rememberedâAunt Elsieâs âchange of life baby,â as everybody had
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