I was dressed, he was making me feel naked
with the way he was looking at me. Frano was right: he was acting
strange. This wasn’t the Jagger I knew, or the slave trainer who
had slapped me, this was a totally different person: a stranger I
didn’t know, nor wanted to.
“ I’m not
lying, ” he
answered. “I’ve had my cock inside of you, filling you with my
seed.” The hate in his eyes disappeared, pain now replacing
it.
“ I don’t
remember.”
“ I don’t want you
to.”
“ Why?”
“ Because you’re a lying,
two-timing troia who didn’t give a shit about me. I told you what that
monster did to me, yet you ran to Frano. Didn’t you even consider I
would hear you two fucking?” His face twisted. “I don’t even know
why I still want you, because I don’t love you anymore. How could I
love someone who could betray me so easily? You’re as repulsive as
the Padre .”
“ I’m sorry, ” I said, guilt flooding me. “I
should’ve helped you.”
His lips twitched. “But you
didn’t. You were the only person I had the courage to tell, the
only person I didn’t think would look at me with disgust, yet you
did. You betrayed me in the worst possible way and while I was at
my lowest. Do you want to know what the Padre did to me that night after I told
you?”
I shook my
head .
“ He raped me on my fucking
birthday! I tried to fight him, so he knocked me unconscious. I was
half his size! You could’ve stopped that from happening by telling
Frano instead of fucking him.”
I placed my hands on his arms, wanting
to do what I should’ve done all those years ago: to give him
comfort and support.
He flung his arms out, knocking
my hands off him. “Don’t touch me unless you want me,
because I
will hurt you ten times worse than what you did to me.” His eyes flashed
angrily. “I will ruin you, so no one will ever want you
again.”
“ I never meant to hurt you,” I
said. “And it kills me knowing that I did.”
“ You paid your dues, and I will make you
repay them again if you don’t leave this house at once.”
“ I can’t, we’re
trapped.”
“ I know a passageway out;
i t’s in the
room next to Frano’s office. Leave through it or I will follow you
around wherever you go, while contemplating different ways to hurt
you.”
“ Don’t threaten
me.”
“ I don’t threaten; I fuck, because
that’s all I’m good for. The Padre made that clear, Honey made that clear, Bianca did
too, and so did that foul bastard Alberto. I was made for sex. I
know that now. But, Sophia ,” he spat. “I won’t be used again. I will be doing the using from now on.
So, leave this house if you don’t want me to use you.”
“ Frano would never let you lay a
finger on me .”
“ So, you need Frano to fight your
battles?”
“ No. I’m not the least bit frightened by
you. You
won’t be able to take me down.”
“ You under estimated me
before.”
“ I let you take me in New
York.”
“ I wasn’t referring to that.” He
smiled; the expression cruel. “Everyone underestimates me, but they
all pay for it. The Padre underestimated me and paid for it, like you did
too.”
“ What did you do to me,
Jagger?”
He touched his nose.
“That’ s for
me to know, and for you to eventually remember, and when you do,
remember that it was your fault.”
“ What was my fault?!” I
screamed in frustration.
“ Run before I fuck you
again.” He
pushed down his pants and kicked them off, his cock fully
hard.
I backed up quickly, stopping at the door.
“What was my fault?” I said, grabbing the handle.
He stepped in close, plastering his body
against mine. I pushed him away and slapped his face hard, making
him laugh. Then before I could react, he grabbed and kissed
me.
I shoved him back again. “Stop it,
Jagger!”
The door flung
open ,
knocking me into Jagger’s arms. Frano stormed in. “Let her go!” he
hollered at Jagger.
Jagger clamped his arms around me, his
cock pressed hard