more than five and a half years ago. I was twenty-four now my mother’s first born, her only son. I had two younger sisters, Emily who had just turned eighteen and Sarah who was going on six, she was born almost exactly nine months after the first time I fucked my mother. I suspected that Emily knew that Sarah was not my father’s child but she had never said anything.
I started down the hall toward my old room. My mother came after me and led me past the door to my room, the door to Sarah’s room, and the door to Emily’s room, all the way down the hall to her master bedroom which was at the far end of the hall. She opened the door to her room, stood to one side and invited me inside. This was a familiar gesture. She had invited me to come to her bed many times and I had never refused her invitation. The master bedroom had a wall of closets which separated it from the rest of the house and a vestibule which had an entrance door with a lock and an inner door which gave access to a sitting room. The bedroom itself was on the far side of the sitting room so the bedroom was well isolated from the remainder of the house. She closed the entry door and locked it. This was routine when she wanted me to fuck her and it confirmed what I already knew. She wanted sex and she was going to get it. We went on through the vestibule and she closed the inner door behind us. As we passed through the sitting room she said, “We don’t need to change the sheets Danny. I’m sure you knew that was just an excuse for coming with you so people wouldn’t be suspicious, but of course they are anyway. I guess I just needed to kid myself. “I’m mainly worried about Emily. She may be wondering if there is something sexual going on between us. I don’t want to tempt her to become sexually active by reveling in my relationship with you, but I really want you tonight. “I think she may have already guessed that we have sex when you come home. I don’t know how much she knows but she probably has been wondering since we always disappear soon after you get here and I think she knows you sometimes spend the night in my room. Of course she may not have guessed but I wouldn’t be surprised to learn that she has checked to see if you’re in your room on more than one Sunday morning and you weren’t there. “She may even have figured out what we were up to before you left home. I wasn’t very careful at first―I suppose I never was very careful, I’m still not very careful. All the people in the living room out there know I’m in here with you and it’s taking me a very long time to change the sheets. Half of them probably know I’m in here soiling the sheets instead of changing them.” She chuckled as she removed her jeans and top, revealing her familiar gorgeous body in bra and thong panties. I had seen her like this so many times but it never failed to cause an incredibly intense surge of sexual desire every time I saw her in her underwear. She stood there in her bra and thong waiting for me to come to her and take off her underwear. She never removed her underwear that was part of my responsibility, part of the ritual. She had known before the first time she let me fuck her that I was fascinated by her underwear. I suddenly realized mom was still talking to me. “I guess what I’m saying is, I don’t want to rub our sexual relationship in Emily’s face. I hope she will wait until she finds the man she wants to marry before she becomes sexually active. I know that’s probably wishful thinking but I don’t want her to be aroused by knowing that you’re fucking me. “Anyway I can’t wait any longer. I want you right now even at the risk of arousing half the people in the living room. When I go back in there some of the people will know for sure that you just finished fucking me. They’ll see the satisfied expression on my face that’s unmistakable and they’ll know. “Now I don‘t want to waste any more time.