my dismay, the men had arranged themselves around that table in an alternating pattern, making it impossible for me to avoid sitting next to at least one of them. I wouldnât even have the option of sitting beside Calvin. Had they done it deliberately or did they simply like having plenty of elbow room? I felt as if Iâd landed in the middle of a game of chess or tic-tac-toe with opponents who were far savvier than I ever claimed to be.
Thatâs your imagination, Tina.
Calvin took a corner seat next to Bull, leaving me to sit between two men, which I did not want to do, or on the opposite corner. I chose the corner, thinking it would give Ophelia room to sit on the floor beside me. The moment I sat down, however, I realized my error.
I was across from Dean, next to Nick, with Wyatt on my left at the foot of the table.
Crap .
The only things I dared look at were my dog and my plate.
After all Iâd been through latelyâtaking care of my dying grandfather, helping Mom make funeral arrangements, executing his will, and driving halfway across the country and into the Tetons with my dog riding shotgunâI shouldâve been more confident, but I wasnât. I closed my eyes, marshaling my courage.
When I finally glanced up and raised my head, Bull immediately gasped, crossed himself, and uttered a fervent âAmen!â
Nick burst out laughing. âSince when are you Catholic?â
Bullâs face was as flushed as mine had undoubtedly been a few minutes before. âIâm not,â he mumbled. âJust thought Tina might be.â
I wasnât, but they didnât need to know that. Letting them think Iâd been silently blessing my food was much easier than admitting the truth. âThanks for the prayer, Bull.â I certainly needed one.
Squaring his shoulders, Bull lifted his chin. âYouâre welcome. Iâm actually an ordained minister of the Church of the Holy Evangelical Society for the Spiritually Deprived.â
âOh, Lord,â Dean said with a roll of his eyes. âHere we go againâ¦â
âThatâs nice,â I said. âNever heard of that one.â Bull seemed sincere enough, although I couldnât help wondering if his credentials hadnât been obtained via the Internet.
Chuckling, Dean picked up his spoon and dug into his chili. âNeither has anyone else.â
âItâs real!â Bull protested. âYouâre just jealous. You damn well betterââ
Since Joe was the foreman, I wouldâve expected himâor perhaps even Calvinâto be the one to censure Bullâs outburst, but Bull had just glanced in Wyattâs direction when he snapped his mouth shut.
I stole a peek at Wyatt and caught a glimpse of his piercing scowl before he returned his attention to his dinner.
âHow dâyou like that chili, Tina?â Calvin asked in a blatant attempt to change the subject.
âItâs wonderful,â I replied, despite the fact that I hadnât tasted it yet.
âThat chili was her granddadâs favorite,â Calvin went on, speaking to the group at large. âHe always came back for more.â
The conversation shifted away from me after that, allowing me to relax enough to finally eat something. The chili was pretty tasty, although the cornbread was a little on the dry side.
âHave you been to Jackson Hole yet?â Nick asked me.
I had no idea how he knew anything about that part of my journey. Clearly, Iâd missed something. âYeah. I went there first. Iâm on my way home now.â
âCool place, isnât it?â
âYeah. Sort of like a Wild West ski resort.â I probably wouldâve enjoyed it more if Iâd been there for a vacation instead of a funeral.
âI love that town,â Nick went on. âGo there every chance I get.â
Throughout the meal, Wyattâs plate had been directly in my line of sight, and