first. One isn’t one of my lucky numbers. But two—two means a couple, and a couple means a future, and a future is what I’m looking for.
Jetty Beach. It looks like a quaint little tourist town. There are cafés, and shops, and long sandy beaches. They won’t be warm beaches, but still, it sounds cozy. Quirky. I like quirky—that fits me well.
My worries about my job, my apartment—all of it—fall away in an instant, and a big smile crosses my face. I know. This is where I’m supposed to go. Maybe fate has been leading me to the edge of the country all these years, and I just haven’t quite made it yet. After all, where else can I go once I reach the coast? That must be where I’m destined to be.
I close my laptop, finish up my meal, and head to my apartment to pack. I’ll leave the furniture. Most of it was here when I moved in anyway. I’ll stow the rest of my stuff in my car, and leave first thing in the morning. A heady sense of excitement runs through me. A fresh start. New possibilities. New people. I’ll miss my friends here, but it’s time, and I have a feeling my horoscope is going to be spot-on.
Change is in the air, and I’ll ride the wave where it takes me.
“Dr. J, can you see a walk-in patient? We’re slammed and Addy already went home.”
I look up from my desk. Darcy, my front desk manager, stands in my office doorway. Her brow is furrowed. She looks stressed.
It’s almost six, and I should have left the clinic already. “What’s the issue?”
“Five-year-old girl,” Darcy says. “The mom brought her in, says she won’t use her right arm. She’s in a lot of pain. If I send them to the ER, they’ll wind up waiting longer.”
I’m going to be late, but there’s no way I won’t take this patient. “Yeah, of course.”
“Exam room five,” Darcy says.
As soon as I open the door, I can see the mom is anxious. Her daughter is in her lap, arm tucked against her body. The little girl’s eyes are red-rimmed, her cheeks splotchy.
“Hi,” I say. I immediately sit down on the rolling stool so I’m closer to the little girl’s level and don’t appear so intimidating. “I’m Dr. J. What’s your name?”
The mom gives me a tense smile, and the girl looks at me from the corner of her eye.
“Her name is Lily,” the mom says. “I’m Christie.”
“What’s going on, Lily?” I ask.
“My arm hurts,” she says.
I tilt my head and look at how she’s holding it. “Your arm hurts? That’s no good. Did you fall down?”
“No,” Lily says.
I meet Christie’s eyes.
“She didn’t fall that I know of,” Christie says. “But I might have missed something. She was playing in the living room with her brother while I was cooking dinner, so I didn’t see what happened.”
“Okay,” I say. “Lily, how old is your brother?”
“Eleven.”
“Eleven? Wow, he must be pretty big. Do you like playing with him?” I ask.
“Yes,” she says.
“How old are you?” I ask. “Seventeen?”
She cracks a smile. “No, I’m five.”
“Five? Wow, I was way off,” I say. “Listen, Lily, can you help me out with something?”
She nods.
“I need you to show me your arm. I want to see if I can help it feel better. Can you do that for me?”
She buries her face in her mom’s chest.
“She’s afraid she’s going to get a shot,” Christie says.
I nod. “Lily, how about this. I’ll make you a promise. No shots, okay? I promise, I will not give you a shot today.”
She turns to look at me, still clinging to her mom. “You promise?”
“Yes,” I say, my voice solemn. “In fact, let’s pinky promise.” I hold out my pinky.
She reaches out her other arm and clasps her tiny pinky finger around mine. I make a show of shaking up and down a few times.
“Good,” I say. “Now, I need to touch your arm, okay? I’m going to try really hard not to make it hurt.”
She sits still and I very gently probe her arm, starting at her hand. “So you didn’t
The Governess Wears Scarlet