maybe.
Or âdestined.â
After the game, Benji hung his tuxedo and top hat in a garment bag, tugged on two hoodies and a pair of jeans, then, very cautiously, peeked through the door into the hall outside the locker room.
The instant the door cracked, a solid wall of media peopleâphotographers and writers and TV reporters with logos on their microphonesâswarmed forward.
Benji smiled apologetically, said, âPlayers and sorcerers only,â and closed the door.
âChrist on a frigginâ cracker, Banjo,â CR said, toweling his hair in front of a locker, âhow many people are out there?â
âAll of them, I think,â Benji said. CR gave a dry chuckle. âLike, twenty. Mostly local, but thereâs TV people from Chicago. Want to do an interview?â
He already knew what CRâs answer would be, of course: Hellll no. The reporters in that hall would have donated a kidney to a terrorist in exchange for a few minutes with CR. In their minds, he was CR Noland, the Number One College Recruit in the Midwest. But the instant CR stepped off the football field and removed the cocoon of his helmet and pads, the attention usually made him a type of uncomfortable that verged on panicky. It wasnât something Benji ever brought up, though.
âThis TV reporter,â CR said, pulling on boxers under his towel, âis she hot?â
â Heâs wearing a wedding ring.â
âDouble whammy!â
Zeeko and his dad burst out laughing at the mini medical station on the other side of the locker room. Zeekoâs dad, Dr. Eustice, was a doctor from Sierra Leone who volunteered as the teamâs medical guy during games. Zeeko had inherited a lot from his dad (Zeekoâs dream was to be a doctor in Bedford Falls), and one of those things was Dr. Eusticeâs easy, wonderfully booming laugh.
The locker room filled with more players from the showers, their celebratory shouts thunderclapping in the cinder-block cavern. CR accepted a series of fist bumps, but didnât look away from Benji. âText Ellie to meet us at my truck behind the field house, okay?â CR said. âWeâll sneak out the back . . . Shit, wait, there might be some reporters out there.â
Benji thought about that, then said, âHow âbout this: Iâll tell the reporters youâre gonna have a quick press conference out on the field.â
âHa! I like it.â
âMisdirection is useful, Iâm telling ya. BTW, whereâs the party?â
âCharlie Brownâs house.â CR smiled, tying his shoes. âThe kid still canât believe he got to touch the football.â
Benji was almost to the door when CR called, âOh, hey, Banjo. I liked how you exploded the wand tonight. I know itâs not a new trick, butânew âillusion,â sorryâbut you threw it real good.â
âThanks, man,â Benji said, honestly touched.
CR waved: no biggie.
After sending the reporters out of the hall, Benji headed toward an exit. He texted CR:
All clear
As he opened the door, someone quite large bumped into him.
âThe field is that way,â Benji began, then looked up. âO-oh. Hi, Mr. Noland.â
The middle-aged manâs face bore a resemblance to CRâs, but only a blurry one. They shared the same broad mouth, the same sky-blue eyes. But CRâs fatherâs eyes always seemed narrowed, as if in some kind of ambient, low-level disgust. Disgust with what? Benji used to wonder. Heâd decided the answer was ânothing in particular,â which was of course another way of saying âeverything.â And you got the feeling that if that mouth had ever smiled, it had been by accident.
Mr. Noland stormed past Benji and toward the locker room, leaving Benji thinking, I hope youâre hurrying out of there already, CR.
Benji stepped out through a side door in the field house, grateful, after the cramped