her happiest.
Nuala, who always took her part in arguments, protesting to Maggieâs father, âOwen, for the love of heaven, sheâs just a child. Stop correcting her every minute.â Nuala, who was always saying, âOwen, all the kids her age wear jeans and tee shirts. . . . Owen, so what if she used up three rolls of film? She loves to take pictures, and sheâs good. . . . Owen, sheâs not just playing in mud. Canât you see sheâs trying to make something out of the clay. For heavenâs sake, recognize your daughterâs creativity even if you donât like my paintings.â
Nualaâalways so pretty, always such fun, always so patient with Maggieâs questions. It had been from Nuala that Maggie had learned to love and understand art.
Typically, Nuala was dressed tonight in a pale blue satin cocktail suit and matching high heels. Maggieâs memories of her were always pastel tinted.
Nuala had been in her late forties when she married Dad, Maggie thought, trying to calculate her age now. She made it through five years with him. She left twenty-two years ago.
It was a shock to realize that Nuala must now be in her mid-seventies. She certainly didnât look it.
Their eyes met. Nuala frowned, then looked puzzled.
Nuala had told her that her name was actually Finnuala, after the legendary Celt, Finn MacCool, who brought about the downfall of a giant. Maggie remembered how as a little girl she had delighted in trying to pronounce Finn-u-ala.
âFinn-u-ala?â she said now, her voice tentative.
A look of total astonishment crossed the older womanâs face. Then she emitted a whoop of delight that stopped the buzz of conversations around them, and Maggie found herself once again enfolded in loving arms. Nuala was wearing the faint scent that all these years had lingered in Maggieâs memory. When she was eighteen she had discovered the scent was Joy. How appropriate for tonight, Maggie thought.
âLet me look at you,â Nuala exclaimed, releasing her and stepping back but still holding Maggieâs arms with both hands as though afraid she would get away.
Her eyes searched Maggieâs face. âI never thought Iâd see you again! Oh, Maggie! How is that dreadful man, your father?â
âHe died three years ago.â
âOh, Iâm sorry, darling. But he was totally impossible to the end, Iâm sure.â
âNever too easy,â Maggie admitted.
âDarling, I was married to him. Remember? I know what he was like! Always sanctimonious, dour, sour, petulant, crabby. Well, no use going on about it. The poor man is dead, may he rest in peace. But he was so old-fashioned andso stiff, why, he could have posed for a medieval stained-glass window . . .â
Aware suddenly that others were openly listening, Nuala slid her arm around Maggieâs waist and announced, âThis is my child! I didnât give birth to her, of course, but thatâs totally unimportant.â
Maggie realized that Nuala was also blinking back tears.
Anxious both to talk and to escape the crush of the crowded restaurant, they slipped out together. Maggie could not find Liam to say good-bye but was fairly sure she would not be missed.
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Arm in arm, Maggie and Nuala walked up Park Avenue through the deepening September twilight, turned west at Fifty-sixth Street and settled in at Il Tinello. Over Chianti and delicate strips of fried zucchini, they caught up on each otherâs lives.
For Maggie, it was simple. âBoarding school; I was shipped there after you left. Then Carnegie-Mellon, and finally a masterâs in visual arts from NYU. Iâm making a good living now as a photographer.â
âThatâs wonderful. I always thought it would be either that or sculpting.â
Maggie smiled. âYouâve got a good memory. I love to sculpt, but I do it only as a hobby.