car and drove out to the Hanford Reach.
I donât go out to the Reach often. There are closer places to run, or, if I feel like driving, the Blue Mountains arenât too far away. But sometimes my soul craves the arid, desolate space of the preserveâespecially after I get through talking with my mother.
I parked the car and walked for a while until I was reasonably certain there was no one around. Then I took off my clothes and put them in the small daypack and shifted.
Werewolves can take as much as fifteen minutes to shift shapeâand shifting is painful for them, which is something to keep in mind. Werewolves arenât the most friendly animals anyway, but if theyâve just shifted, itâs a good policy to leave them alone for a while.
Walkersâ shiftingâat least my shifting, because I donât know any other walkersâis quick and painless. One moment Iâm a person and the next a coyote: pure magic. I just step from one form into the next.
I rubbed my nose against my foreleg to take away the last tingle of the change. It always takes a moment to adjust to moving on four feet instead of two. I know, because I looked it up, that coyotes have different eyesight than humans, but mine is pretty much the same in either form. My hearing picks up a little and so does my sense of smell, though even in human form Iâve got better senses than most.
I picked up the backpack, now stuffed with my clothes, and left it under a bunch of scrub. Then I shed the ephemera of my human existence and ran into the desert.
By the time I had chased three rabbits and teased a couple in a boat with a close-up glimpse of my lovely, furred self on the shore of the river, I felt much better. I donât have to change with the moon, but if I go too long on two feet I get restless and moody.
Happily tired, in human shape, and newly clothed, I got into my car and said my usual prayer as I turned the key. This time the diesel engine caught and purred. I neverknow from day to day if the Rabbit will run. I drive it because it is cheap, not because it is a good car. Thereâs a lot of truth in the adage that all cars named after animals are lemons.
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On Sunday I went to church. My church is so small that it shares its pastor with three other churches. It is one of those nondenominational churches so busy not condemning anyone that it has little power to attract a steady congregation. There are relatively few regulars, and we leave each other mostly alone. Being in a unique position to understand what the world would be like without God and his churches to keep the worst of the evil at bay, I am a faithful attendee.
Itâs not because of the werewolves. Werewolves can be dangerous if you get in their way; but theyâll leave you alone if you are careful. They are no more evil than a grizzly bear or great white shark.
There are other things, though, things that hide in the dark, that are much, much worseâand vampires are only the tip of the iceberg. They are very good at hiding their natures from the human population, but Iâm not human. I know them when I meet them, and they know me, too; so I go to church every week.
That Sunday, our pastor was sick and the man who replaced him chose to give a sermon based upon the scripture in Exodus 22: âThou shall not suffer a witch to live.â He extended the meaning to encompass the fae, and from him rose a miasma of fear and rage I could sense from my seat. It was people like him who kept the rest of the preternatural community in hiding almost two decades after the lesser fae were forced into the public view.
About thirty years ago, the Gray Lords, the powerful mages who rule the fae, began to be concerned about advances in scienceâparticularly forensic science. They foresaw that the Time of Hiding was coming to an end. They decided to do damage control, and see to it that thehumanâs realization of the worldâs magic was