sleep. Every time she closed her eyes, all she could see was Gramps. All she could think about was the cantankerous old man she loved.
At midnight, Molly gave up the effort and turned on the light. Tossing aside the covers, she went to her desk and sorted through the drawers until she found the last letter sheâd received from Gramps. She sat on her bed, legs crossed, and read it slowly.
Dear Molly,
Thanks for the pictures of you and the boys. They sure donât look like theyâre any relation to us Wheatons, do they? Guess I canât hold it against them that they resemble their father. They arenât to blame for that. The picture of you is another story. Every time I pick it up, itâs like seeing my own sweet Molly at your age. Only she wore her hair long.
I donât understand whatâs with women these days. They cut their hair short like they want to be men. Ginny Dougherty, the gal who ranches the spread next to mine, for instanceâdamn fool woman thinks she can tend a herd as good as a man, so she decides to look like one. She might be a handsome woman if she kept her hair long and even wore a dress. I tell you, her husband would turn over in his coffin if he could see what sheâs done to herself.
As for the hair business, Iâll admit men arenât much better. Seems a lot of them prefer to wear it longâlike back in the sixties, hippies and all. But I never thought Iâd see grown menâgray-haired geezers, for Peteâs sake!âwearing ponytails. Even worseâwhat do you call them?âthose pigtails. Far as Iâm concerned Willie Nelsonâs got a lot to answer for.
It isnât just the way people do their hair, either. More and more strange things are going on in Sweetgrass. A man doesnât know who to trust any longer. People talk as if the government was the enemy. I didnât fight in a world war to hear that kind of crazy talk, but then folks around here never have been keen for my opinion. I give it to them, anyway, whether they want to hear it or not.
The weatherâs been good and bad. Winter hasnât been too hard so farâonly one blizzard.
The chickens are laying more eggs than I can use, which means theyâre content. Thereâs nothing better than bacon and eggs for breakfast. I hope youâre feeding the boys a decent breakfast every morning and not that sugar-coated junk.
Now about you. It sounds like Daniel finally got what heâs deserved all along. Imagine cheating those decent folks out of their hard-earned cash! I never did understand why you married that smooth talker. I knew the minute I met him he wasnât any good. If youâd asked me before you were foolish enough to go through with the wedding, you might have saved yourself a lot of trouble. Well, at least you have your boys, so something good came out of the marriage.
Youâre my only grandchild, Molly, and youâre all I have left. You know that. I remember the day you were born and your father called to say Joan had given birth to a girl. Your grandmother wept when she learned your parents decided to name you after her. They must have known something even then, because small as you were, you resembled my Molly, and you do so more every year. She was a beautiful woman, and you are, too.
I wish your marriage had been like ours. It was the best thing in my life, Molly. Iâm glad youâre rid of that no-good Daniel, but I wish youâd marry again. Though I suppose that subjectâs best saved for another day.
I want to talk to you about something else. I recently celebrated my seventy-sixth birthday, so I decided it was time I got my affairs in order. I had a new will drawn up. When I was in town last week, I stopped off and talked to Russell Letson. Heâs an attorney whoâs been around awhile, and his father and I used to be friends. I like Russell well enough, even though I suspect most attorneys are shysters.