terror. Planes and boats have disappeared in the Bermuda Triangle.
Or were those only urban legends?
Right now, looking out at the black sky, the legends donât seem so ridiculous after all.
âShut your superstitious trap and sit quietly before I decide to give you detention for the rest of the semester, Axel Hendersen,â Murphy snaps.
Axel shuts up.
The flight attendants, a male and a female, materialize from somewhere in the rear of the smallish jet and hurry up the aisle. Our American history teacher, Mr. Stroh, is grim-faced and hot on their heels, and I remember that heâs also an EMT. I wish I was. Sitting, waiting and feeling useless arenât things Iâm particularly good at, and I worked as a lifeguard at my pool last summer, which means Iâm certified in CPR.
âWhatâs going on?â I ask quickly as they pass, with no real hope for an answer.
âNothing to worry about,â says the female without breaking stride or looking my way, and then they all disappear through the curtain divider that leads to the cockpit beyond.
âWell, then,â I mutter. âI feel better already.â
Gray snorts and thumps my arm with his fist. âJust wait,â he murmurs. âDonât get yourself worked up. I know how you are.â
Which is his diplomatic way of saying heâs seen me in the midst of one of my panic attacks (during winter finals, if you must know), and doesnât want a repeat.
I nod, take a steadying breath and try to follow his advice.
âForget the weather,â says a whiny new voice. Itâs Esperanza Torres. A slice of her pretty face appears between the seat backs directly in front of us. âWhat about the food service?â
âWow,â I say. âClueless much?â
A bit of Macy Sparksâs faceâalso prettyâappears next to Espiâs. âWhatâs the big deal?â
âI know, right?â Espi says. âThe skyâs dark. Big deal. The planeâs still flying along just fine.â She shrugs, like thatâs the end of it.
âYeah, but
why
?â I ask. âArenât you worried that the pilot may be sick? And what about the weather? Is it some ocean tornado coming orââ
âWho knows?â Espi flaps a manicured hand at me. âYou all chew on that. Iâll chew on these chips.â
With that, she rattles a couple small bags of potato chips in my direction before passing one to Macy.
Now is so not the time for these two clowns. âYou do that, Esp. And when youâre done with those, drink your little juice box. Iâm sure your mommy packed one for you.â I jab my thumb over my shoulder toward the back of the plane, where Espiâs mother is sitting. âThe rest of us will talk about more important things, like whether thereâs been a nuclear strike.â
Espi and Macy frown at me and disappear into their seats again.
We settle into an expectant silence for a few seconds. Thereâs still no sign of the flight attendants, and the sky is scarier than ever.
The darkness outside feels like itâs seeping into the cabin, closing in on us. This hint of claustrophobia gives my anxiety just the kick-start it needs, and I obsess over all the bad things that could happen if, say, weâre caught in some horrific stormâI donât care what Sammy says.
Lightning could hit the plane, causing an electrical fire that engulfs us all in this glorified tuna can.
Or the lightning could cause a spiraling crash.
Or a midair explosion.
These nightmare scenarios fill me up until I canât control it. My breath becomes shallow. My pulse thrums erratically. My heart pumps out beats, but all I feel are the beats it skips. Opening my mouth, I try to get a little more air without actually pantingâ
An gives me a nudge. âYou okay?â
No. Iâm absolutely not okay.
âYep.â Stubborn pride forces me to lie and