turn to blush. Heâd taken one look at me and assumed I was a child. I vowed to cut my hair in a more daring style the first chance I got. Nothing much I could do about measuring a mere one hundred and sixty centimeters and massing slightly under forty-eight kilos. I certainly wasnât going to admit that Iâd only just turned eighteen.
âTheyâre around somewhere.â My tone couldâve frozen Lake Michigan in midsummer.
âSorry, itâs just youâre soââ
âSmall?â I almost regretted my response when I saw him flinch.
âI was going to say petite, but I guess you get that a lot.â
He looked so mortified, I just couldnât stay mad at him. Besides, I wanted to see him smile again. âTodayâs my eighteenth.â
Whatever he saw in my face must have reassured him, because his smile returned. âIf thereâs room for one more at the party, Iâd love to help you celebrate.â
The meeting dragged through a score of introductions and boring minutia related to scheduling: meals, work and training shifts, educational modules for those of us still in school. We all perked up when Captain Larkin stepped to the podium. He was shorter than Iâd expected: well under a hundred and ninety centimeters. Rather than remaining behind the metal stand, he walked to the middle of the semicircle and allowed his gaze to wander over the crowd as he spoke.
Like everyone else, I gave him my undivided attention. This was the man who controlled our lives for the next yearâlonger if the colony was not prepared for self-governance when we arrived on Mars. My parents considered us lucky to be under his command. Not only was he reputed to be the best, he was bringing along his own kids whose lives were as much at risk as ours.
âThe three colonies scheduled for the first wave will enter lockdown at 1600 hours tomorrow,â he said. âThe next launch window for Mars is four months away. The minimum time necessary to achieve transfer to our ship is twenty-one days. Any breach of lockdown will trigger an automatic reset with a two-week penalty.â He paused a few seconds to let us all do the math. âIf we miss this window, weâll be bumped to the end of the line and wonât be eligible for launch until the spring of 2054. And that is not an option.â
As we all had worked hard to be among the first colonists scheduled for transport, nobody liked the idea of waiting four more years for our next opportunity.
âOnce the airlock is sealed, it will not be breached until the ninety-day period has ended. Not for any reason.â
Whispers echoed around the room. The man whoâd been introduced earlier as Chief of Med-Surg rose. âWe were told the lockdown was a trial period ⦠to insure we are all compatible as a group.â
âIf this colony intends to be among the first wave, the time for trials has passed,â the captain answered.
âShouldnât that be a decision we make together?â
âThis isnât a democracy, Doctor.â Captain Larkin advanced a couple of steps. âYouâre on my ship, Doctor Samuels. Until the colony is fully established on Mars and elects its first Board of Governors, the decisions to make are mine, and mine alone.â The doctor sank into his seat and Larkin continued.
âYou have the next twenty-four hours to make your decision. Do not allow a false sense of responsibility to guide your choice. For every position filled by someone inside this room, there are at least three people waiting on the outside for the chance to join this colony. Each of them passed the same rigorous training each of you experienced and is every bit as qualified as each of you. Donât put your fellow colonists at risk by staying if you are not prepared to abide by my rules.â
Three people on the second row stood in unison at his gesture. âMed-Psych will be available
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