ranges on one side and the sea on the other. The mountain ranges had been cleared by loggers and the sea wasnât visible at all. The B & B also promised a âdelicious five-star breakfastâ which turned out to be a loaf of Tip Top raisin breadâtoaster providedâa tin of fruit salad in light syrup, four rashers of bacon and two eggs.
âFree range eggs,â Mum said.
âI can see that,â I told her, washing chicken poop off mine. âI like them better when they come out of a carton.â
âOh, you do not, Millie. If you did, youâd neverhave written that letter to the local paper about how bad it was to keep battery hens. You told me you were an animal rights activist.â
âI am,â I said, âbut I prefer my eggs without farm life evidence. Does that look clean to you?â
âGood enough to eat,â Mum said, and swooped down on me, hugging me tight and nearly breaking my egg. âI love you, Millie girl, even if you are a cantankerous kid.â
Mum got high on new places. Iâd forgotten that. It had been a long time between real holidays, because we often didnât have quite enough money around holiday time when everything, even petrol, went up.
Gradually I caught Mumâs enthusiasm. It took a mixture of food, shopping and walking. In that order, of course. The best food was provided by the hospitality students of Wetlands TAFE at their restaurant, The Pelicano. They had childrenâs rates, but the waiting staff treated me just as seriously as they treated Mum. They read the Specials board and didnât mind when I asked whether the duck was free range.
Rebeccaâwe knew that was her name because she introduced herself to usâagreed with me that they should be using free range ducks but they didnât because of the expense. She also said that in her opinion they should widenthe vegetarian choices, but it didnât worry us because Sheri wasnât there.
âIf I get this job,â Mum said, as we drove back to the B & B, bellies full of Rack of Lamb encrusted with Honey Mustard and served on a Bed of Mash, âand I do say if, Sweetie, because I really donât have the qualifications, but if I get this job, we could make that our treat restaurant.â
The Red Cross Op-Shop was the best. It didnât have that op shop smell, even, and for once there were young people working there. Not that Iâm against old ladies in op shops, but I think itâs pretty cool to walk into an op shop where the radio is tuned to FM and thereâs an essential-oil burner on the counter. The clothes were fantastic. It was like shopping at a boutique. We only spent twenty dollars and I walked out with a new summer outfit.
The walk was over the wetlands themselves. There were hides where you could sit and watch the birds without them seeing you: pelicans, ducks, little blue-feathered moor hens. It was very peaceful. You had to be very quiet and I leant against Mumâs shoulder while we both watched the groups of pelicans sailing grandly past. She put her arm around me and we stayed like that for the longest time, just sitting close, not saying anything, the bird noises like music someone hadforgotten to turn off.
Eventually Mum kind of shook herself, the way you do when youâve been daydreaming and suddenly realise that the toast has burnt.
âOh, Millie,â she said, âI wish I could paint us the way we are now. I wish I could do that.â
âYou could, Mum. You can paint anything.â
âNo.â She sighed. âFigures in landscape arenât my vocabulary.â
âCanât you add to it? Youâre always telling me to broaden my vocabulary.â
âThatâs words, darling. You should always use more and different words.â
âWhy shouldnât you do the same with painting?â I hated it when adults told you one thing and then told themselves something