Maureen had loved Mama Ruby from the bottom of her heart. Mama Ruby was gone forever, though, at least from the physical angle. Maureen knew that if she wanted a chance at a normal future, she would have to let go of Mama Ruby from the emotional angle too. âUh, weâll be stayinâ with Catty until I find us a place.â Maureen looked at Virgil again. âI have to move forward without beinâ haunted by anything thatâll remind me of Mama Ruby too much. She controlled every move I made. I canât let her control me from beyond the grave. I hope you understand.â
Virgil nodded. âI do. Once Mama Ruby got her hooks in you, you either had to sink or swim. If I hadnât run off and joined the army when I did, there is just no tellinâ what kind of man she would have turned me into.â Virgil rubbed his nose and sniffed. âIf I was you, I wouldnât step back into that house no time soon either. Ainât nothinâ but bad memories there for you. Mama Ruby gave you a lot of protection and spiritual guidance. She raised you to be strong, too, so youâll do just fine on your own.â
Maureen had no idea how far she would get without Mama Rubyâs âprotection and spiritual guidance.â Mama Ruby had controlled Maureenâs life from the day she was born, and she knew that Mama Rubyâs influence would remain with her for a long time to come. Jesus was Maureenâs main source of spiritual guidance now, and she prayed to Him every day of her life, but Mama Rubyâs crude words still rang in her ears: âListen, girl, ainât nobody in this world, other than Jesus, can make you happy except me. You ainât goinâ to do nothinâ unless I approve it. Otherwise, you will suffer like a mad dog.â It had been a while since Maureen had heard those chilling words. They continued to haunt her on a regular basis.
Virgilâs chest tightened as his hands gripped the steering wheel during the ride back from the airport. He had promised himself that if and when Maureen returned to Florida, he would tell her that Mama Ruby had kidnapped her. She deserved that much from him. He knew that with Mama Ruby out of the picture now, he had a moral obligation to come clean. He decided that it was just as important for Maureenâs peace of mind as it was for his.
âUncle Virgil, did you forget that today is my birthday?â Loretta asked as she bounced up and down in the backseat.
âOh, thatâs right! I been so busy lately it had skipped my mind!â he yelled, glancing over his shoulder and giving Loretta a huge smile. âHappy birthday!â
Loretta waited a few moments for Virgil to reveal what he planned to do to honor her birthday. But he didnât mention taking her to Disney World or even to a pizza parlor like he had done last year. That made Loretta angry. What was wrong with her family these days? Didnât they realize how special she was? Well, one day they would....
âI wish Mama Ruby was still alive. She would never let me down,â Loretta said with a whiny sniff. âShe never let nobody down.â
Virgil had more important things on his mind than celebrating Lorettaâs birthday. But she was right about Mama Ruby. She had never let anybody down. For the first time in his life, Virgil knew that he was going to let Mama Ruby down in the worst way. He had to tell Maureen that she was not who she thought she was and that he was not her brother, or even related to her. The guilt was eating him alive. He had to tell her soon. Until then, his conscience would continue to torment him until he could no longer stand it.
Unlike Mama Ruby, he was determined to not take the secret to the grave.
CHAPTER 2
Five years later
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V IRGIL COULDNâT BELIEVE THAT SO MUCH TIME HAD PASSED AND HE still had not told Maureen that she was the victim of a bizarre kidnapping. Every time he had thought the time