were. But something told him that ambushing Rose wouldnât be a gute idea. Not a gute idea at all. He couldnât prove his love if she ran away.
Rose pressed her lips into a determined line. â Cum into the house. I will wrap it up for you.â She was too tenderhearted to let anyone suffer. Though fear often paralyzed her, she would brave a whole roomful of strangers if someone needed her help. It was one of the things Josiah loved about her.
Spending even three more minutes in Roseâs company sounded wunderbarr , but knowing how uncomfortable she was, he would be selfish indeed if he took advantage of her kindness. âI donât want to be a bother.â
She lowered her eyes. âPlease come into the house. Iâll feel better knowing someone saw to it.â
âRose,â Josiah said. He paused long enough for Rose to lift her gaze to his face. âWhat will make you happy?â
âWhat do you mean?â
âWould you be happier taking care of my scratch or having me out of your hair?â
She cracked a smile. âYouâre not in my hair.â
He returned her smile with an uncertain one of his own. âI donât want to be a pest, and I want you to be happy.â
She started playing with that strand of hair again. âWhat I feel doesnât matter.â
âItâs what matters most to me.â
That seemed to trouble her more than anything. She swaddled both arms around her waist. âItâs better if we just do what you want. If you do what I want, then itâs my fault if youâre unhappy about it.â
He smiled to prove to her he didnât care either way. He cared deeply, but she wouldnât see that from him. âMaybe it is my fault if youâre unhappy. I can be very pushy. Your cats were right to try to scare me off your farm.â
Roseâs lips curled slightly. âWould you like to come in, or would you rather I stay out of your hair?â
He took off his hat and ran his fingers through his hair, cropped short, courtesy of his nephew. âI donât have enough hair to answer that question.â
Her smile bloomed like roses in late spring.
His heart swelled until his chest felt crowded. âAlthough you have cleverly tried to change the subject, Iâm going to walk to my buggyâbackward so you donât see the big spot of blood on my shirt. If you want me to come into the house, stop me now. Otherwise, Iâll climb in my buggy and go. No hard feelings either way.â He made the gesture of buttoning his lips together and took four steps backward.
She glued her gaze to his, and he could see the choices struggle with each other on her face. âIâd feel better if you came in the house,â she finally said.
He stopped short and smiled with his whole body. âMe too.â
She smiled back and motioned toward the house. He let her lead the way up the porch steps. A tiny dead mouse lay on the welcome mat. Rose shuddered but pasted a pleasant look on her face. âBilly Idol is such a dear cat. Heâs always leaving presents for us. He has taken care of our mouse problem, but Aunt Bitsy isnât happy about the dead mice. She keeps threatening to give Billy Idol away.â
âSheâll never have to know about this one,â Josiah said, picking up the mat and shaking it so the mouse tumbled into the dirt to the side of the house off the porch.
â Denki ,â she said, not meeting his eye but smiling anyway.
He opened the front door for her and followed her into the house, where the heavenly smell of freshly baked bread met them.
âIt smells delicious in here,â Josiah said.
Roseâs Aunt Bitsy stood at the butcher-block island, straining at the lid of a jar of pickles, and Josiah grew more agitated than he already was. According to Lilyâs fiancé, Dan Kanagy, Bitsy did not like boys in the house, even if it was for something as harmless