foreign estrogen in your body.â
âIs there anything else I can do?â
âYes. I always tell women with endometriosis who come in to see me to avoid drinking milk, juice, or bottled water that comes in plastic containers. Look for glass bottles instead.â
âWhy not plastic?â
âPlastics are considered to be endo-disruptors, and it is suspected that the chemical additives in plastic containers can leach into liquids and foods. You donât have to concern yourself with tampons or sanitary napkins, which are bleached white with chlorine, because you shouldnât see your period for the next four months. But, if you do have breakthrough bleeding, then make certain you use unbleached, unscented, nondeodorant cotton pads that are available at many health food stores.â
âHow can I thank you, Lana?â
Reaching across the table, Lana grasped Hopeâs hands. âBy marrying Kendall and making me godmother to your children.â
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Sitting in the middle of her bed that night, Hope cradled a cordless telephone under her chin. She sighed audibly. Why couldnât her sister be happy about KCâs proposal? At thirty-eight and thirty-five respectively, Hope and Marissa were too old for sibling rivalry, but Marissa always bragged about being married before Hope. âHave you forgotten that weâve been seeing each other exclusively for three years? Itâs time we commit to a future together.â
There was a prolonged silence before Marissa spoke. âYouâre right. It is time you married and give Mama a few more grandchildren. Congratulations.â
âThank you, Little Sis,â Hope said, using her nickname for Marissa. âDonât tell Mama or Daddy until I make it official.â
âI wonât. I donât mean to change the subject, but remember weâre still planning the cookout for Daddyâs retirement.â
âHave you set the date?â
âThe Saturday of the Memorial Day weekend.â
âGood.â She was scheduled to meet with the radio program manager two days before.
âAre you bringing KC?â
âYes.â
âThen Iâll add his name to the list.â
Hope spoke to her sister for another ten minutes, laughing as Marissa gave her an update on her six-year-old twin sons, who apparently had embarked on a mission to make their mother lose her celebrated temper on a regular basis.
âLast night I told Trey that as soon as school is out Iâm taking the weekends off. I donât intend to shop for food or do laundry. Iâm going to leave the house early Saturday morning, and not come back until Sunday evening. After a few weekends of having to forage for food, clean socks and underwear, theyâll get themselves together.â
âThat sounds wild.â
âI am wild, Big Sis. Thanks to you, Iâve become a pit bull in a skirt with dreams that go beyond being a wife and a mother. Iâve made up my mind to go back to school and get my degree.â
At that moment Hope wished she could be with Marissa. Her sister had dropped out of college to become a stay-at-home wife and mother.
â âGive all to love; obey thy heart.â â
Marissa chuckled softly. âRalph Waldo Emerson. What I truly like is Maya Angelouâs, âAll Godâs children need traveling shoes.â â
âYou still know your poets.â Hope could imagine her sisterâs dimpled smile.
âKnow and love them. Thatâs one of the reasons why Iâve decided to get my butt back in school.â
âWeâll talk about everything when I come for Daddyâs cookout.â
That said, Hope rang off and replaced the receiver in its cradle. Sinking down to the mattress, she stared up at the ceilingâs plasterwork design. She had decided to accept Kendallâs proposal, become his wife, complete the recommended four months of hormone therapy, and then