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my cheek with one hand and grabbed a
fistful of my hair with the other. I felt the slightest tug, which made me
tingle. “Is that what you really want, sweetheart?”
    I closed my eyes. Though my nerves were totally on edge, my
curiosity urged me on. Besides, when would I ever have another chance to be
instructed by someone as sexy as Reed? I shook my head. “No. I want the lesson.
I’m scared, but I want to try.”
    “That’s all I’m asking, pet. Now, open your eyes and sign
the paper.”
    I instantly obeyed.
    Reed took the pen and paper back. He scanned the pages and
nodded. Then he folded it up and placed it in his front pocket.
    “Let’s get started, trainee.” Reed sat down beside me on the
horse. He caressed my neck and face with his fingertips, raising my temperature
several notches. “The world you’ve just entered is about control and
submission. A Dom uses control to help the submissive reach the very limits
they’ve set for themselves and to push past them. The key component is trust,
but that deepens with experience and time. Trust is the gift that both Dom and
submissive crave. It unifies them together in the most intimate way.”
    “It sounds so beautiful when you describe it,” I confessed.
    “Kitten, it is beautiful.” He kissed me with a fervency that
made my toes curl and my pussy ache. With such skill that I felt dizzy, he
continued kissing me like no man had ever done before. As his tongue swept into
my mouth, I felt new sensations sparking to life inside me.
    Just as suddenly as he’d begun our kiss, he ended it. “The
relationship of Dom and sub is about controlling the mind. The Dom must be
utterly in tune to the submissive. He reads her body’s signs so that he knows
where her head is and can administer exactly what she needs to surrender
fully.”
    The more he told me about what Doms and submissives did, the
more I wanted to sample it. Not just from anyone, but from him.
    “First things first. You need a safe word.”
    “I don’t know what you mean.”
    He smiled broadly and kissed my cheek. “So very sweet and
fresh. Okay. Listen up, Lea. You and I haven’t explored trust yet, right?”
    I nodded, hanging on every one of his words.
    “I’m very well trained as a Dom, but you don’t know that
yet. It’s clear to me that your nature is to submit, but I don’t know your
limits, either hard or soft.”
    Something about his voice was getting me hotter and hotter.
I needed to focus on his lesson. “What’s the difference between hard and soft?”
    “A hard limit is something you feel very strongly about and
can’t see yourself surrendering to no matter what. Do you have any phobias?”
    “Only spiders.”
    “Noted. I’ve never used spiders in scenes, so not a
problem.” He went on, sounding like a tutor with a pupil. “I’m certain you have
other hard limits you don’t even know you have yet. I’ll deal with that if it
happens.”
    My jaw dropped. “Tonight?”  
    “Close your mouth, Lea. Listen and learn.”
    I heeded his instruction, pressing my lips together.
    He winked at me. “Soft limits actually are very useful in a
scene. They’re the things you haven’t tried successfully or at all but honestly
are intriguing to you.”
    “Like what, Reed?”
    “For you? Since this is your first venture into BDSM,
anything.” His voice lowered to a deeper octave, reaching into me and vibrating
my skin. “Have you ever had your ass paddled before?”
    “No.” I felt a tingle in my pussy at the thought of the
sex-on-a-stick man spanking my bottom.
    Reed smiled. “But I can see by the look on your face that
you find it appealing, though you’re not sure what to expect. Right?”
    I gulped, realizing how easily he could see into me. “Yes.”
    “Soft limits with the right Dom and under the right
circumstances are opportunities to explore for both the Dominant and
submissive. Once trust is found in a certain activity—”
    “Like spanking,” I interjected.
    He