hereâalthough, yes, I did plan to keep an eye out.
No, my coming here had more to do with putting distance between me and home. Getting away, far away, worked for me. I had no desire to run into my ex-boyfriend. I was hoping that before school started his family would move to Alaska or Siberia. Never seeing him again would totally work for me.
Nudging me, Amber whispered, âHe has a really nice smile.â She nodded at the guy behind the counter.
Okay, great. Amber, the skeptic, was suddenly a believer. I touched the brim of my white cap. âNo hat.â
I was a little taller than she was, and I wasnât at all stocky. I wasnât as tall or thin as Jenna, either. If we were in a fairy tale, Iâd be the one who was just rightâhey, itâs my fairy tale.
âMaybe he just doesnât wear it when heâs working,â Amber said.
Maybe.
âAre you a Kansas City Chiefs fan?â Amber asked the guy as he set our order on the counter.
He scowled, as if heâd been insulted. âAre you kidding? Saints.â
âOh, right.â She gave me a look that said, Whatâs his problem?
His problem was probably that he was working and we werenât. I knew the feeling.
We ordered sweetened tea, paid for our order, and sat at a nearby table.
âOkay, so he wasnât the one,â Amber said.
âThere is no âthe one,ââ I assured her, before sipping my tea. Nothing is better than sweetened tea on a hot day. I took a bite of my éclair. The filling was a combination of custard andcream, with a wicked amount of chocolate on top. Really good.
âOhmigod!â Amber exclaimed, after taking her first bite of praline. âThis is the best Iâve ever tasted. It just melted in my mouth.â
âI think New Orleans is famous for its pralines,â Jenna said.
âIts pralines, its music, its voodoo, its beads. Weâre going to have so much fun,â I said.
âItâll be the best summer ever,â Jenna admitted.
âAlthough I think youâre wrong to swear off guys,â Amber said. âItâs like my dad is always saying: When you fall off the horse, the best thing to do is get back in the saddle.â
I started shaking my head. Weâd spent hours discussing the unfairness of it all. All I really wanted to do now was escape into summer.
âI think Amberâs right,â Jenna said. âLook, weâre going to be here for six weeks. Weâre bound to meet guys, guys who are available. Why not hook up with one? Just for fun, just to have someone to do something with? Have a summer fling? Get Drew out of your system,completely and absolutely.â
Why not? Because it was scary to think about liking someone new, knowing how much he could hurt me. I didnât know if I could do a casual relationship, if I could keep my heart from getting involved. Iâd fallen for Drew really fast. And who could blame me? I mean, how many guys these days bring a girl flowers on their first date? And, okay, it was only three flowers, and I think heâd plucked them from my momâs garden, but stillâthe thought counted.
âLook, Drew was a jerk,â Amber said. âChad would never hurt me like that. And I donât care what the psychic said. Heâs the one. I totally love him.â
âBecause you totally love him, I should hook up with somebody?â Amber is one of my best friends and I love her, but sometimes I canât follow her thought process. Like the comment about the Corning Ware.
âNo, Iâm just pointing out that not all guys are going to do something to hurt us.â
âJust donât say absolutely not,â Jenna said. âKeep yourself open to the possibility that youcould hook up this summerâtemporarily anyway.â
âBut weâre not here to hook up. Weâre here on a mission.â
âBut I donât see why we canât