Itâs cold,â Shayne whines. Sheâs Scotty in girlsâ jeans.
I say I donât want no hot chocolate. âYâall can go. Iâm staying.â
âThen stay. Donât have none,â Shayne says. She hooks an arm in and around Vivâs arm. âWeâll be back.â
I turn away. Go. Go get your hot chocolate. Theyâre yakking too much while Iâm trying to stay focused. They think Iâll let him slide by for some hot chocolate? They think Iâm going to blow my shot to grab him for some Swiss Miss and hot water?
Before Viv and Shayne get anywhere I hear, ââNique!â Viv is heads-up loud, pointing to the gate. âGreen Bug!â
Before Hershheiser can finish parking, grab his briefcase, his plastic coffee mug, Iâm on him.
Hah! Got him! Heâs scared to leave the car. A rat in a trap. He knows what he did. He knows what he took. Yeah, Hershheiser. You know. You know. Shitting square ones, arenât you?
I knock on the window. Come out, mouse .
Finally he opens the door and comes out. Brown wool skullie pulled down tight over his half-bald head.Heâs chewing like a rat, fighting to get whatever down his throat. Rat with whiskers. Up and down, up and down. No. A mouse. A rat wouldnât hide. A rat would come at me. I could respect that. I canât respect a little brown mouse.
âMiss Duncan. Why are you in the teachersâ parking lot?â
Shayne and Vivica cackle hard because his teeth are rattling. Heâs scared and itâs funny. Iâd laugh too but Iâm mad.
âListen, Hershheiser,â I say, âI need my grade changed.â
He tries to walk fast but Iâm on him. Little man, where you think you going? We âbout the same height but I know you feel my shadow. I know you feel me sticking. Go ahead. Make a move. You move, I stick. You move, I stick. You canât run from me, mouse.
âMiss Duncan, your grade i-is your grade. Youâll d-do better in your new cl-cl-class. The sec-sec-second semesterâs j-just starting.â
âI donât want that grade. All you gotta do is change the seventy to a seventy-five. Five points. Thatâs all, Hershheiser. Just five points and Iâm off the bench.â
âLook, Miss Duncanâ¦.â
Calling me âMissâ donât make my shadow smaller.Iâm not playing with you, mouse. Change my grade.
ââNique,â I correct him. âLook, Mr. Hershheiser, you can do this. You can change my grade.â
âMiss, er, Dominiqueââmustache twitchingââyou canât accost me in the parking la-la-lot. This isnât the way to do things.â
âIâm not costing you. Youâre costing me. Costing me my minutes. My season. All I need is to be up a few points and I get my time back.â
Here I am, pleading my heart out like a stupid bitch in love and heâs running away. Weâre already up the steps to the main door. See how he runs. He pushes the door open and is relieved. Little brown mouse is in the hole, makes it to safety, in with the other teachers. The cop nods him through and cocks her head up at us: Where you going?
âGirls, you know the deal,â Cop Dyke says. âSeven fifty-five. Not before. Itâs either on your schedule or you have to have a note. Got a note?â
We donât have a note. âThatâs my teacher,â I say. âIâm talking to him.â
âWell, he left you hanging, didnât he?â
I canât say nothing back. Thatâs how mad I am. Mad enough to reach over, grab her club, and break it in two. Mad enough to pound the desk with my fist. The littlebrown mouse slides into his hole and then Cop Dyke blocks me like Iâm some punk and Iâm supposed to slink away with my head low. Say thatâs all right. You donât have to hear me out, mouse. You donât have to let me through, Cop. And