de ones sâposed tuh ketch de wind and de weather.â
âAh donât want none uh mah chilluns pullinâ tuh no spring in uh hard rain. Yoâ foots kin wait. Come hawg-killinâ time Ah been married tuh you twelve years and Ah done seen yuh let âem wait uh powerful long spell some time. Ah donât want mah chilluns all stove-up wid uh bad cold from proaginâ âround in de rain.â
âOle Marse didnât ast me of hit wuz raininâ uh snowinâ uh hot uh colâ. When he spoke Ah had tuh move and move quick too, uh git a hickâry tuh mah back. Dese younguns ainât uh bit betterân me. Let âem come lak Ah did.â
âNaw, Ned, Ah donât want mine tuh come lak yuh come nor neither lak me, and Ahm uh whole heap youngerân you.You growed up in slavery time. When Old Massa wuz drivinâ you in de rain and in de colââhe wasnât donâ it tuh heâp you âlong. He wuz lookinâ out for hisself. Course Ah wuz twelve years old when Lee made de big surrender, and dey didnât work me hard, butâbut dese heah chillun is diffunt from us.â
âHow come deyâs diffunt? Wese all niggers tuhgether, ainât us? White man donât keer no moâ âbout one dan he do de other.â
âCourse dey donât, but we ainât got tuh let de white folks love our chillun fuh us, is us? Dass jest de pint. We black folks donât love our chillun. We couldnât do it when we wuz in slavery. We borned âem but dat didnât make âem ourn. Dey bâlonged tuh old Massa. âTwanât no use in treasurinâ other folkses property. It wuz liable tuh be took uhway any day. But weâs free folks now. De big bell done rung! Us chillun is ourn. Ah doan know, mebbe hitâll take some of us generations, but us got tuh âgin tuh practise on treasurinâ our younguns. Ah loves dese heah already uh whole heap. Ah donât want âem knocked and âbuked.â
Ned raked his stubbly fingers thru his grisly beard in silent hostility. He spat in the fire and tamped his pipe.
âDey say spare de rod and spile de child, and Gawd knows Ah ainât gwine tuh spile nair one uh dese. Niggers wuz made tuh work and all of âem gwine work right long wid me. Is dat air supper ready yit?â
âNaw hit ainât. How you speck me tuh work in de field right long side uh you and den have supper ready jesâ ez soon ez Ah git tuh de house? Ah helt uh big-eye hoe in mah hand jesâ ez long ez you did, Ned.â
âDonât you change so many words wid me, âoman! Ahâll knock yuh dead ez Hector. Shet yoâ mouf!â
âAh change jesâ ez many words ez Ah durn please! Ahm three times seben and uh button. Ah knows whutâs de matter wid you. Youse mad cause Beaseley done took dem two bales uh cotton us made lasâ yeah.â
âYouse uh lie!â
âYouse uh nother one, Ned Crittenden! Donât you lak it,donât you take it, heah mah collar come and you shake it! Us wouldnât be in dis fix ef you had uh lissened tuh me. Ah tole you when dey hauled de cotton tuh de gin dat soon ez everything wuz counted up and Beasley give us share for yuh tuh take and haul it straight tuh dis barn. But naw, yuh couldnât lissen tuh me. Beasley told yuh tuh leave hit in his barn and being heâs uh white man you done whut he told yuh. Now he say he ainât got no cotton uh ourn. Me and you and all de chillun done worked uh whole year. Us done made sixteen bales uh cotton and ainât even got uh cotton seed to show.â
âUs et hit up, Major Beasley say. Come to think of it âtis uh heap uh moufs in one meal barrel.â
âNo sich uh thing, Ned Crittenden. Fust place us ainât had nothing but meal and sow-belly tuh eat. You mealy-moufinâ round cause you skeered tuh talk back tuh Rush Beasley.
Amanda Young, Raymond Young Jr.