This is Pardell.â
âOh.â Gabby eyed her husband with some alarm. He was neither a secretive nor a cunning man, traits sheâd always appreciated. âYour grandparents must have had more credits once, then.â
âNo.â Jer wiped his palms on his thighs before looking at her sideways. âNaming privilege.â
After five years , Gabby thought, he finally surprises me. âYouâve been holding out on me, Jer. You didnât tell me your family was famous.â
âMy grandmother was a terraform engineer. She was first to live on Pardellâthat gave her naming privilege. My father was born here.â
Gabby felt a deep glow of rightness. With the exception of Earth, family members were almost never born on the same world. It made all their searching worthwhile. Then a worry trickled through her mind, an inconsistency. âWhy didnât we come here first? Why didnât you tell me?â
âMy family doesnât talk about my grandmother.â Jer didnât met her eyes. âAnd I didnât know about this world until I looked in the old records. I thought my dad had wiped her tapes, but they were in the database. I donât know if he missed these or somehow wanted me to find them one day.â
âIâd think your father would have been proud of her. Terraformingââ
âGabby ...â Jer looked at his wife with a confused sadness. âThey fought before I was born. He refused to see her againâeven changed our family name. Easy enough, since by then we were living on the âMate and hauling freight to whatever station was being built. So I never met her or knew she was alive back then. Mom told me about her, after my dad passed away. Turned out Grandma was about as big a celebrity as they come. Really famous. Mom didnât want me to find out from a stranger.â
All her instincts said to let him stop there, that she really didnât want to know, but Gabby prodded: âWho was she, Jer?â
âSusan Witts. My dad was born Raymond Alexander Witts-Pardell.â
â The Susan Witts . . . ?â Gabby felt her face harden into fierce lines, but couldnât help that or the way her voice rose. âSusan Witts infected the terraformed worlds with the Quill! All those people, hundreds of thousands trapped on the stationsâitâs her fault weâve no place to go! Itâs her fault old Mother Earth wonât take any of us back. Do you know how many curse her name every night?â
âThey can curse her all they wantâsheâs hardly going to notice. Using her shuttle to give Titan a new crater wasnât exactly an inconspicuous suicide, was it?â He paused. âSusan Witts was never part of my life, Gabby. I didnât see any reason to make her part of ours. Maybe Iâd have told you, once weâd started living on a world sheâd helped prepare for us. But then the Quill changed all that. She couldnât have known what theyâd do, what would happen to all of us, out here. It didnât matterâI couldnât tell you whose grandson I was after that.â His defense seemed oddly automatic, as if used to himself so often he no longer heard the words.
An abrupt shift by the baby under her ribs made Gabby swallow what she would have said. It gave her time to look at Jer, to see the new misery aging a face already drawn with stress. A face she knew better than her own by now. âDamn you, Jer,â she said, but more kindly. âThis is a great time to bring skeletons out of stowage. Anything else I should know before I give birth to your baby? A sister prone to mass murder? Or maybe a great-uncle who believes the universe is carried on the back of a shellfish?â
Jer leaned over to her, burrowing his face past the collar of her coveralls into the warm softness of her neck. His nose was cold. Muffled, he said, âWeâll be all right,