with his eyes.
For an instant her gaze slid away, but then she broughtit back and met his squarely and Captain Ahab was back. âI needed to leave. Thatâs all.â
âUh-huh.â
âLook, will you just go?â she said. âIâll tell you. I promise. I havenât done anything wrong. I just need some space and a little time.â She wasnât quite begging, but there was a definite urgency in her tone. She met his gaze steadily. âPlease.â
There was, even now, a sense of self-possession about her. As edgy as she was, it was a polite please not a frantic please.
Cripes, maybe it had been a proactive jump.
He nodded and moved to start the engine. She stepped out of his way. He got it going but didnât let out the throttle.
âWhat are you waiting for?â she demanded.
âYou.â
She looked blank.
âCanât go too fast,â he explained. âI wonât be able to hear you when you tell me why you jumped. And it better be good,â he warned her, âto make up for my record catch that got away.â
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âI DONâT believe it,â the scruffy fisherman said flatly when Sydney told him what had prompted her to jump overboard.
She glared at him. Who gave him the right to pass judgment, for heavenâs sake? âWell, believe it or not, itâs true.â
âLet me get this straight. You jumped off a yacht in the middle of nowhere so you wouldnât have to get married?â He all but rolled his eyes as he repeated the gist of what sheâd said.
Her jaw tightened. âMore or less.â
He rolled his eyes, then cocked his head and fixed his gaze on her. âAre you too young to remember the phrase Just Say No?â
âThat was to say no to drugs.â
âIt is possible,â the grubby fisherman pointed out, âto say no to other things.â
âLike baths and clean clothes?â she said sweetly, her gaze raking him.
He had at least a couple of daysâ growth of beard on his face and he wore a pair of faded jean cutoffs and an equally faded short-sleeved shirt covered with outrageous cartoon flamingos and palm trees.
His dark brows drew down. âIâm clean,â he protested. âI took a swim this afternoon.â
âA swim?â
âWaterâs water. Donât change the subject. Why didnât you just say no? No, thank you,â he corrected with a grin.
âBecause,â she told him haughtily, âit wouldnât have been efficacious.â She doubted he even knew what the word meant.
He repeated it. âEfficacious. Whatâs that when itâs at home?â
âAppropriate. Though I doubt you know what that means, either.â
âMe?â His brows went clear up into the fringe of hair that flopped over his forehead. â I donât know whatâs appropriate? Who jumped into the ocean miles from shore?â
She felt her face grow hot, but she refused to acknowledge the foolishness, even though now her knees were feeling like jelly. âIt worked. They didnât see me. No one saw me.â
âAnd that makes it appropriate?â He was almost shouting at her. âYouâre a flaming idiot, you know that? If I hadnât fished you out, youâd have drowned. Or been eaten by a shark.â
âI saw your boat.â
He stared at her as if sheâd just escaped from Bedlam. âYou saw my boat? A quarter of a bloody mile away?â He made it sound like rank idiocy. To him it obviously was. To her, at the time, it had been completely sensible and absolutely necessary.
There had been no other way.
She certainly couldnât call Roland Carruthers, her fatherâs CEO, a liar! Not in front of the entire group of management and investors heâd brought together on the yacht to celebrate the acquisition of Butler Instruments by St. John Electronics.
And Roland had known it, damn him. That was