reassuring?â
âNo, just a reality check. Would they be any madder if you had a few more people?â
I shook my head.
âEven if you didnât have a party, theyâd be just as mad because you didnât stay at my house.â
âWe could still stay at your house tonight,â I said.
âNo, we canât. How would I explain that to my mother?â
I didnât have an answer. âI guess thateither way, party or no party, if they found out Iâd be just as dead.â
âThen what youâre saying is you have nothing to lose,â Jen said. âSo why not go for it?â
Chapter Four
I wrapped up the last figurine with toilet paper and carefully put it in the box beside the others. I was taking Jenâs advice to heart. I was going to make sure there wasnât much left for anybody to break. It was starting to look like weâd just moved in.
Actually, I was putting things back in the same boxes weâd used to move with. The boxes had been unpacked and putinto the crawl space under the stairs. Now theyâd been repacked and put back down there. I just wanted to be safe. Better safe than sorry. Then again, if I really wanted safe, we wouldnât be throwing this party to begin with.
I knew part of the reason I wanted to have the party. I was fifteenâwhich meant I was almost sixteenâand I wasnât a baby anymore. They didnât trust me to be home alone for a night by myself. How fair was that? By next year I could live on my own if I wanted. I could sleep aloneâat least with Jen hereâhave a party, a small gathering, and take care of everything including myself. This wasnât just a party. This was a declaration of independence.
With Jen upstairs, Iâd had a lot of time to think about things like that. Maybe more time than was wise.
Iâd also thought things through and was thinking that maybe we shouldnât have the party. The problem was that now that weâd invited people, I didnât know how to
un-throw
it. Besides, I couldnât let my parentsbe right, even if theyâd never know they were wrong.
âWow.â
I turned around. Jen was standing behind me.
âYouâve really cleaned the place out,â she said.
âIâve tried.â
It wasnât just the figures, but vases and ornaments. Iâd even moved two glass-topped coffee tables into the basement and removed the lights that sat on them.
âI figure if it isnât out, it canât be broken.â I paused. âDo you think anything will get broken?â
âIâm not with the psychic hotline, but whatâs left to get broken?â
I looked around. There was still lots of stuff in the room but nothing that could really be broken. It wasnât like somebody was going to break the piano.
âI guess youâre right. How did things go for you?â I asked.
âI invited a few more people.â
âJust a few, right?â
âOf course.â
âYou were up there a long time,â I said suspiciously.
âMostly I was just lurking around on msn, trying to see if I could figure out if anybody was talking about coming here tonight.â
âAnd?â
She shook her head. âNot a word.â
Instantly I went from thinking that we shouldnât throw a party and worrying about there being too many people, to feeling worried that there wouldnât be enough people.
I looked around the room. It was a big, semi-empty room in a big house. It could hold a whole lot of people. And the more I cleared away, the more people it
could
hold.
âWe could invite a few more,â I said.
âThat would be smar t,â Jen said. âNothing says loser more than throwing a party and having nobody come. That would be awful for you.â
âFor
me
? Donât you mean for
us
?â
âIt wouldnât be good for me, but itâs not like itâs
my
house.â
I