figure out how to value the lifelong earning power of women injured in traditional pink-collar jobs.â His smile was triumphant, ugly and triumphant. He had clearly put a lot of thought into his answer and was thrilled at the chance to deliver it so readily. But then he frowned, which made his small eyes even smaller. It would be fair to describe his face as piggish, with those eyes and the pinkish nose, which was very broad at the base and more than a little upturned. âHow did you know I was a personal injury lawyer?â
âI research my clients pretty carefully.â
âWell, maybe itâs time that someone researched you pretty carefully. Cops. A prosecutor hungry for a high-profile case. The call girl on the cul-de-sac. It would make a juicy headline.â
âBill, I assure you I have no intention of telling anyone about our business relationship if thatâs what youâre worried about.â
âWhat Iâm worried about is that youâre expensive and I wouldnât mind culling you from my overhead. You bill more per hour than I do. Where do you get off, charging that much?â
âI get off,â she said, âwhere you get off. You know, right at that moment I take my little fingerââ
âShut up.â His voice was so loud that it broke through the dreamy demeanor of the counter girl, who started and exchanged a worried look with Heloise. A moment ago, Heloise had been pitying her, and now the girl was concerned about Heloise. That was how quickly things could change. âLook, this is the option. I get free rides for life or I make sure that everyone knows what you are. Everyone. Including your cute little boy.â
He was shrewd, bringing Scott into the conversation. Scott was her soft spot, her only vulnerability. Before she got pregnant, when she was the only person she had to care for, she had done a pretty shitty job of it. But Scott had changed all that, even before he was a flesh-and-blood reality. She would do anything to protect Scott, anything. Ask Brad for a favor, if need be, although she hated leaning on Brad.
She might even go to Scottâs father, not that he had any idea he was Scottâs father, and she was never going to inform him of that fact. But she didnât like asking him for favors under any circumstances. Scottâs father thought he was in her debt. She needed to maintain the equilibrium afforded by that lie.
âI canât afford to work for free.â
âIt wonât be every week. And I understand I wonât have bumping rights over the paying customers. Iâm just saying that weâll go on as before, once or twice a month, but I donât pay for it anymore. It will be like dating, without all the boring socializing. What do the kids call it? A booty call.â
âI have to think about this,â she said.
âNo you donât. See you next Wednesday.â
He hadnât even offered to pay for her chai or buy her a muffin.
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S HE CALLED B RAD FIRST, but the moment she saw him, waiting in the old luncheonette on Eastern Avenue, she realized it had been a mistake. Brad had taken an oath to serve and protect, but the oath had been for those who obeyed the laws, not those who lived in flagrant disregard of them. He had already done more for her than she had any right to expect. He owed her nothing.
Still, it was hard for a woman, any woman, not to exploit a manâs enduring love, not to go back to that well and see if you could still draw on it. Brad knew her and he loved her. Well, he thought he knew her and he loved the person he thought he knew. Close enough.
âYou look great,â he said, and she knew he wasnât being polite. Brad preferred daytime Heloise to the nighttime version, always had.
âThanks.â
âWhy did you want to see me?â
I need advice on how to get a shameless, grasping parasite out of my life. But she didnât want to