jamming the safety into place, checking the barrel for bullets. "Don't scream—if I was going to shoot you I'd have done it years ago. Now look at me, woman," he snarled. "He did this to me because of you!"
Eyes wide with horror gradually unclouded. She seemed to look at him, to take in the blood trickling down his temple, the swollen eye and torn lip, the contorted purpling masses on his arms, chest and thighs through his torn T-shirt and ripped jeans. "If I had a car left I wouldn't be here. Beller blew up my truck, right in the middle of town. God knows how—I was only gone three minutes. Thank God whatever he used had a faulty timer."
Or maybe it didn't? He frowned. Maybe Beller didn't want him dead—just disabled. Unable to reach Tessa in time.
I thought you were dead, she'd said…
There's no time to think!
He handed her back her gun with the bullets still in the barrel, sweating on the hope she'd understand the significance of his act. "Your landlady's watching us from the back window. How long do you think we've got until he charms her into spilling her guts? When he knows what type of car we're in and which way she saw us go, we're stuffed until we can get a new car. So can we please get the hell out of here now before he kills both of us?"
Her eyes searched his for a moment—the strange, unforgettable eyes of amber and gold that still visited his dreams after six years. Then she started the car and screeched away from the house. But she left the loaded gun on her lap—and whether it was to use on him or Beller he didn't know.
Right now he didn't care. He was safer taking his chances with Tessa than an obsessed maniac like Cameron Beller. On a blown-out quiet sigh he said, "Head for the northern highway. We can stay at my place tonight."
Her voice filled with disbelief and contempt. "We? You think I'd stay with you? I'll get you out of town, but that's it."
"We don't have time for this," he snapped. "When we're away from here and safe we can take a stroll down memory lane, throw a few recriminations around. I've got a few questions I wouldn't mind asking myself. But let's work at keeping alive first!"
"We'll talk? About what, David?" Her voice quivered with fury; her hands clenched and unclenched on the steering wheel. "About how you walked out on me? How you disappeared without a word, leaving me to believe you were dead until now?"
"Keep your eyes on the road. I didn't escape a car bomb to have you slam me into a pole." He put out a hand, steadying the steering wheel as the van flashed past farms on the northern edge of town. They hit a straight stretch of open road, flanked by flat brown paddocks and half-rotting fences. He kept an eye on the road behind them, throwing up a fervent prayer for a quick sunset, a sudden autumn storm or miraculous fog; but the sun kept shining and the van could be seen for a mile either way. "And don't call me David. I go by the name Jirrah now. Jirrah McLaren. David Oliveri no longer exists. And I didn't lead you to believe anything. I had no idea you thought I was dead."
"What do you mean you don't exist?" Tessa drove one-handed; the other caressed her brow, as if soothing herself. "What did you think I'd believe when you didn't show up? They said—"
"If you haven't worked out by now that your family are lying, cheating sons of bitches, you're a fool." He flicked another glance back. "There's a car coming up behind us. Fast."
With a high-pitched gasp she floored the accelerator.
The car, a dark Ford sedan, sped up until it was right behind them. It weaved toward the other side, came back again, too close behind. Trying to find a way around them.
He glanced at Tessa. The hand holding the wheel was shaking; her breaths came and went in sharp-edged ragged gasps, her terror so palpable it was hitting him in waves. "Tessa?"
She fingered the gun in her lap like a talisman. "He said he'd kill me if I left him," she whispered. "But my God, what he'd do to me