when we came back from Las Palmas? Do you remember the Negro who fell on the escalator at Gardermoen?â he asked. âHe broke both his legs. In several places. It was terrible.â
âYou shouldnât say Negro,â Mass corrected him. âWhat made you think about him anyway?â
âWell, we have to go down the escalator too. Weâd better be careful. Hold on to the handrail. Iâll carry the bags.â He licked his lips.
âIâm going to watch
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tonight. I wonder who heâs going to help this time, and if theyâll find who theyâre looking for,â he said. âIt always starts me thinking about Gran and Granddad. And all the others on Dadâs side. Where they came from. And everyone before them. And how they lived. And what they did.â
Mass took a sip of coffee. âBut theyâre dead,â she objected. âIt doesnât matter anymore. Itâs you and me now, and I think we manage very well.â
She ate some of her waffle. âPerhaps you should get a girlfriend,â she said. âAfter all, Iâm not going to be here forever.â
Eddie looked up with a horrified expression on his face. âWhy do I need a girlfriend when Iâve got you?â he exclaimed. âWere you upset when Dad left?â
âNo,â she replied. âNot really. I think I was expecting it. He was a womanizer, Eddie, just so you know. He found someone elseâsomeone much younger than me, of course. Thatâs just the way men are. But then he got ill and died, so she didnât get much joy from him either. I donât know if they had any children; maybe they did. But weâve talked about all this before, Eddie. Thereâs nothing more to tell.â
âIt sounds like you think itâs all OK,â Eddie said, offended. âDidnât you think about me?â
âOf course I did. I just didnât want you to grow up with a father who didnât want us.â
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Later that afternoon, Eddie sat on the sofa with the newspaper. He liked to read the deaths and obituaries, savoring them like candy. Lots of old ladies who tasted like camphor. Some, like all the little children, were as sweet as toffee. And some were stronger than Turkish pepper. It might be a murder or a suicide, or the many who lost the fight against cancer. His thoughts started to wander. Then he returned to the crossword. Corona, five letters, and the last one was âs.â He knew that Corona was a beer; he knew that it was a town. And it also had something to do with the sun. He looked it up on the Internet and discovered to his great surprise that it was also a virus. The things I know! he thought to himself happily. Iâve got my eye on the ball.
3
HER SON WAS ASLEEP beside her, a damp lock of hair on his forehead. Four and a half years old, with big blond curls and small white hands with nails like mother-of-pearl.
âSimon,â she whispered, âare you awake? The day has begun and we have to get up.â
The boy wriggled and turned over; he wanted to carry on sleeping.
âIâll get up without you, then, and make the porridge,â she said with some resignation, putting one foot down on the floor. âWith butter and raisins and sugar and cinnamon.â
What sounded like a sigh came from the child, as though the thought of buttery porridge had penetrated his sleep. She kissed him on the cheek; it was warm and covered in the finest down. Then she pulled on a thick sweater and crossed the cold floor into the kitchen. She poured some milk into a pan and added oats and a teaspoon of salt. And finally a handful of raisins. Then she went back into the bedroom and lifted the boy up from the bed. He opened his eyes drowsily and put his arms around her neck. He weighed next to nothing. She carried him into the bathroom and helped him get dressed while he leaned against the sink. Eventually he sat down at