a bit of mascara that added length to the longest eyelashes heâd ever seen.
She appeared to know him, but he didnât remember her.
âIâIâm sorry,â he stammered. âDo I know you?â
âTechnically, weâve met before, but I canât blame you for not remembering me.â She dug through her purse and placed his wallet on the small table beside the bed. âI found this stuck in the slot where the windshield wipers are when I got home last night. I guess it got stuck there when you fell. I hope you donât mind that I looked inside. I had to know your name so they would let me in. My name is Marielle McGee, and that was my car you landed on.â
His vision lost focus as he struggled to remember details. All he knew was what the nurses had told himâthat heâd fallen out a window and, instead of landing on the hard cement, heâd landed on a car, which had madethe landing less serious than it might have been. While short-term memory loss was common for the injury heâd sustained, it still worried him.
âI donât know what to say. You probably saved my life.â
âOh⦠Well⦠Speaking of that, do you want to talk about it? Iâm a good listener.â
âItâs okay,â he said as he brushed his index finger over the bandage that covered his nose. âIâve been told that no permanent damage was done.â
Her tone softened. âDonât worry. Iâm a volunteer counselor at my church. Sometimes itâs easier to talk to a stranger about things like this.â
âAbout things likeâ¦what?â
âProblems. Depression. Despondency. Things that would drive a person to acts of desperation.â
âDesperation?â The pain in his head worsened as he realized what she meant. âPlease donât worry. I donât remember what happened, but Iâm not suicidal. My life is good. I have a good job, a nice home, and I can assure you that I didnât do anything that drastic because of a broken heart. Iâve been much too busy to get involved in a relationshipââ
His voice caught. Thinking of work, a shadow of a memory flashed through his mind. For some reason, heâd gotten up and walked to the window. He couldnât remember why. But all jokes aside, he knew that he wouldnât kill himself out of frustration with his computer. Besides, statistically, jumping out of a window wasnât usually fatal unless it was the seventh story or higher.
âDo you believe in God, Russ?â
âYes, of course I do.â
âI mean as more than just the Creator of the universe. Do you believe in God, who loves all the children Heâs created, including you?â
âYeah.â He just hadnât been to church lately. Actually, he hadnât been to church for a long time. On a few occasions, heâd weakened and gone back, but he didnât know why. Going to church or not going to church didnât make any difference. Nothing got better, nothing changed. Heâd struggled and worked hard, and he had been faithful, but God hadnât given him any breaks in his youth, and God didnât give him any breaks now. God made him work, and work hard for everything he had. It seemed God never considered his debt repaid.
He cleared his throat. âPlease donât worry. Iâm fine. In fact, Iâm anxious to get back to work. Iâm a Web designer, and Iâm in the middle of designing a big interactive Web site for an important client.â
âOh.â She paused, then shuffled something in her hand. âItâs just that, well, the newspaperâ¦â Her voice trailed off.
âThe newspaper?â
âThe newspaper is saying something very different than what youâre telling me right now.â
Russ gulped. âYou mean there was a reporter there?â
Marielle nodded. âYes. And it appears theyâve done