a thick-necked woman with horsey teeth, held out her ladle. When she moved I caught a glimpse of the kitchen behind her. A woman who could have been her older sister stood at a metal table wearing a bloody smock. She held a huge silver fish, perhaps three feet long, by its tail. The creature twitched weakly in her grasp. Suddenly she plunged a knife into the belly of the fish and ripped down.
I dropped my bowl.
The serving lady, still holding her ladle aloft, scowled at me over glasses that perched at the end of her long nose.
I raised my hands. âThatâs it. Iâm done.â
Lydia frowned at me.
I turned toward the door. Lydia said, âWhere are you going?â
âHome,â I said.
She followed me for a moment, then grabbed my arm. Her eyes were sea green.
âTruancy is a crime,â she said.
âThen I guess Iâm a criminal. Besides, who uses the word âtruancyâ?â
Something changed in her face. Iâd just become marginally more interesting to her.
âSee you around, Lydia. It was a pleasure meeting you.â
2
Dear Lord! it hath a fiendish lookâ
Lydia didnât try to stop me again. I walked fast for the door, feeling the eyes of the students on my back, but I didnât care. I was going home. Not to the rental house down the streetâall the way back to California, to my friends. My real school. In San Diego, the school hallways were outdoors . The sun shined all the time. In class you learned how to do normal things like write essays and speak Spanishâyou didnât perform slave labor.
Did I say Iâd learned to keep my anger under control? I may have been exaggerating.
I left the cafeteria and marched down the hallway. The corridor turned, turned againâand then dead-ended at a stone wall. I thought Iâd been heading toward the front entrance, but somehow Iâd taken a wrong turn.
I retraced my steps until I found a hallway that led off to my left. The yellow globes hanging from the ceiling looked familiar, and I hustled toward them. But when I reached the lights I wasnât in the atrium, or anywhere else I remembered.
From somewhere came a moan. A voice pleading. My right leg burned like it was in ice water, but I ignored it.
I slowly walked forward until I came to a set of double doors that hung slightly ajar. The light beyond seemed marginally brighter than that of the hallway. I pushed through.
It was a library. The bookshelves were a dozen feet tall, much taller than seemed practical for a high school. The books, too, were larger and more massive than the books in my old library in California, as if each were an unabridged dictionary. The voice came from somewhere in the stacks.
I edged around the corner of a row. A white-haired man in a gray cardigan sweater stood in front of the shelves, waving his fingers in the air. Though he wore thick glasses, he blinked furiously as if he couldnât get his eyes to focus. âNo no no,â the man said to himself. âItâs got to be here; it must be.â¦â
âCan I help you?â I asked.
The man spun to face me, shocked. Then he glanced behind him and said, âAre you speaking to me?â
âIâm sorry, I just thoughtââ
âWhat did you mean, help me?â
I wasnât sure how I could help, just that he sounded so desperate. Maybe he was so old his vision was failing? I said, âHave you lost a book?â
âWhat book? Why do you think Iâm looking for a book?â
âItâs a library?â I said.
âThere are many types of items in a library. Maps. Periodicals. Artifacts and artworkâ¦â He strode away from me. The floors here were the same dark stone as the hallway. The shelves themselves were thick as shipâs timbers.
âYou canât possibly be of use,â the man said. âIâve been combing this library for ⦠quite a while. Youâre a child and
Stephen King, Stewart O'Nan