bookshelves atop long, flat filing cabinets. The reportsâformal write-ups of a Walkâare crammed into the bookshelves. The maps for the corresponding worlds are stored underneath, lying flat. You find the map, roll it into a tube, slide it into the carrier, and pull the report. Take the whole pile back to the cleaving team that requested it. As Del would say, data runs suck.
Juggling the oversize report folders is harder than the maps, but I work as fast as I can, rolling the maps haphazardly and stuffing them into the cylindrical case slung over my shoulder like an archerâs quiver. Voices float from the central part of the room, but theyâre not distinct enough to recognize whoâs speaking. Rather than find out, I pick up the pace. A few times, I hear footsteps in nearby rows, but I keep my eyes glued to the spines in front of me.
Like an ostrich, Iâm hoping if I donât see her, she wonât see me.
In case you werenât aware: Ostriches are remarkably stupid birds.
My arms ache from the weight of the reports, but I keep going, trying to finish as quickly as possible. I swing around the corner into the next row, and sheâs there.
Laurel.
Laurel, curvy and dark-skinned and clear black-brown eyes, like the bottom of a creek bed with water rushing past. Laurel, with hair that corkscrews in every direction and hands that move like birds in flight. Laurel, who smells like summer and stories, even in the dead of winter. Laurel, with her wide smile and dimples, merry or sly depending on her mood, who doesnât look even a little bit happy to see me.
The books hit the floor in an earsplitting crash. I yelp, and she winces, her eyebrows drawing down in a scowl as she eyes the wreckage between us.
âSorry!â I kneel and gather up the books. âI didnât see you.â
âNo kidding,â she says dryly.
She watches me scrabble about on the floor, then sighs. âHere,â she says, and bends down to help me, her hand brushing against mine as she reaches for a report, smoothing the creased papers. Her nails are electric blue, so glossy they reflect the light. My own are bitten-down and unpolished, dull in comparison.
The scent of strawberries and warm skin is too bittersweet a reminder, and I jerk back. âIâve got this.â
She freezes in place, then draws her hand away with exaggerated care. âOf course you do.â
She stands up, brushing at her knees, and waits while I finish stacking the books. I canât find the right words, so I work in silence, feeling the weight of her gaze with every movement. âSince when do you do data runs?â she asks.
I canât tell if the words are a challenge or a question.
âI was late.â I stand, the books stacked awkwardly in my arms. âI was supposed to drive my sister to school.â
âSupposed to?â
She flaked out. I press my lips together, forcing the words back. We canât all go spilling our secrets, the way Del did. She told Simon about the Walkers and look how that turned out. Laurel knows me too well as it is, even now, after everything. After doors were slammed shut so hard they couldnât possibly open again. âShe wasnât up to it. By the time I got in, my team had left for the day.â
âSo you decided to visit the Archives?â Sheâs skeptical, and for good reason. Itâs been six months since I came up here.
âOnly because Lockport sent me,â I say, so defensive it sounds like an excuse.
Which it is.
She draws back as if stung. âBetter get back to it, then. Donât want to keep Lockport waiting.â
She heads to her desk without another word, and I can do nothing but watch her go.
There are two sides to every story; two worlds from every choice. But the past is a singular thing. A clear path from what was to what is. What Laurel and I were . . . isnât anymore.
Laurelâs interpretation is