chair. This was not the hesitant woman he remembered meeting yesterday by the medical books. He fetched her a drink from the bar and guessed he wasn't the first man to offer to buy her one that lunchtime. He sat facing Zoé across the small table in the low-ceilinged room. "Did you go back for the book?" It made as good an opener as any. She sipped her coke and lemon before carefully placing her glass in the center of the beer mat. Whatever lipstick she used, none had come off on the rim. Her smile lit up the pub as she shook her head. "Some of the English words were too technical for me." "I can't believe that. You talk English well." He picked up his beer. He was a teenager again, feeling awkward just being with her. But he didn't want Zoé to think he drank a lot. He replaced his half pint glass of beer on the table without drinking anything. "What's my French like?" She tapped him on the nose and giggled. "You talk French like an old-fashioned book." He blinked. "They told me at school I was good at languages." "Ah, l'ecole . At school I expect they had the old books." "An old teacher," said Matt, aware again of the arousal he got from her perfume. Where had she been all his life? "But you can understand me when I talk in French?" "Very well." "Your English is excellent. What are you doing here?" She blushed. "I came to England because ... to get ... to improve it." He wondered why the hesitation. "Seems fine to me. Are you nursing over here?" "I am staying in a hostel for French students." "You're a student? " "I have been a nurse for eight years now. The hostel is not just for the students. Maybe I will find work in an English hospital. And you, you have a family living close?" "Only my grandfather. He's not well." Perhaps he shouldn't be mentioning him at all, especially not to a nurse. "He is in an old people's house?" "Home. Old people's home. He's ... he's not there at the moment." He wasn't going to explain about the incident with the fruit and the fact that his grandfather had just been moved to a secure hospital. "And your parents?" "My dad couldn't cope. My parents are separated." "And you live alone?" "I do now. I've been living with..." The pause was too long and too obvious, but Zoé just smiled. He decided to take the initiative. "You have a boyfriend, Zoé?" She seemed taken aback by the bluntness of his question and took her time before replying. "I have what you English call ... an understanding. Is that it?" So this was the catch. He knew there would be one. But he laughed and put his glass beside hers. "An understanding? Now that's an old fashioned expression." "My English teacher was old too, so now I read the English books to learn everyday English. Fiction ... Romances." Had she paused and then emphasized the word romances deliberately? Perhaps not. "Not just medical books then?" "Only for my work. And why do you buy them, Matt, if you are a private investigator?" "I can't afford to buy them. I wanted to look something up. Can I ask you a medical question?" "Not a personal one, I hope." He loved her. "Everyone says my grandfather lost his marbles -- went mad -- at the end of the war. Now it's all started again. Can anyone still get screaming nightmares after sixty years?" "Can something be so terrible that the scars in the mind they never heal? Oui , I think it could be so. You make it sound horrible." "It is horrible. Something blew my granddad's brain in northern France. He used to talk to me about it, but I don't know if he was telling the truth. The doctors aren't bothering to treat him any more because they say they can't find a physical cause. Quite honestly I'm worried sick." "You are sick?" She leaned forward and brushed his cheek with the back of her hand. "It's an expression." He waited for Zoé to touch him again but she stayed in her seat. He swallowed a mouthful of beer. "They weren't looking after him properly at the nursing home. No one visited, except