shaking like he was being electrocuted. He gurgled and choked. A minute later, a frothy, opaque white substance bubbled from his mouth and dribbled down his neck and shirt.
We watched in horror, unsure of what to do, though we somehow sensed Spence was beyond help.
One last gasp and his body fell over. He stared at us unseeing, eyes bulging.
Dead. I couldnât understand it. But how? Wiping my eyes on my sleeve, I wrapped my cousin in a hug before I voiced my next suggestion. âCarm, we have to move him. We canât leave him there.â
Carm took a quick peek at his body again, then glanced at me, more tears tracking down her face. âI know. I canât keep seeing him this way. I donât get it. Was he that sick?â
For once, I had no answers. And given all the weird stuff on the news and talk about zombies of all things, the next question hung unspoken in the air between us: if he contracted whatever those things out there had, would he stay dead?
Feeling like I wanted to jump out of my skin, I helped Carm spread a sheet on the floor, the floral print a weird contrast to his pallid skin. We pulled him on top of it, closed his eyes, and folded his arms. Carm gasped when the pieces of a clear capsule rolled from his hand.
âWhatâs that?â I eyed the empty pill she held in her hand, the alarm bells dinging in the back of my head. âCarm?â The paleness of my cousinâs face scared me.
âNow I get it. Bec, his arm, look at his arm.â
Her voice came out in a whisper. She clasped and unclasped her hands. The red gash glowed against his gray skin.
âI know what he did,â Carm whispered.
âThat stuff in his bag. He wants us to make more, for them. He took it becauseâ¦â I gulped. âBecause he was changing.â
We put another sheet on top of the body and with a lot of grunts, huffing, puffing and effort, dragged it into the bedroom. The door shut, I stood there and stared, totally heartsick at the recent turn of events.
A creepy-crawly feeling enveloped me, but what Spence did reassured me that my biggest fears wouldnât happenâno doorknob rattling, no door squeaking, no turning to find a ghoulish version of him standing there.
Spence was dead. Truly dead.
After checking the rest of the window and door locks, I sat across from Carm at the kitchen table where sheâd lined up all the jars and bottles.
I took one of those tall jar candles my aunt always used, this one decorated with our Lady of Guadalupe, and lit it, partly for Spence, partly to dispel the shadows since all the windows were covered.
Her face sad, Carm tapped her fingers on the table before she took her brotherâs list and set out several items: a couple small bowls, paper, spoons, a measuring cup, and some paper plates. She handed me the paper. âIâll mix, you read the ingredients.â
One spoon, white powder. Check.
One spoon, blue jar. Check.
I read off a few more lines and stopped. âCarm, should we do this? He didnât really explain what this stuff does. Maybe it isnât safe.â
She eyed the jars and shrugged. âI donât know, but Spence wanted us to make it. I donât think heâd tell us to do it if weâd get hurt.â She paused and sniffled. âI have to do it, for him.â
I wasnât convinced, but my cousin was better than me at the science stuff. Sheâd always talked about becoming a vet. Of course, Spence had been the same and weâd seen what happened to him.
Still, I had no choice but to trust her.
Carm measured, poured and mixed while I read off the ingredients. I fought to stay alert, but I felt kind of lightheaded. Then she added water and the stuff began to fizz like Pop Rocks candy. The smellâbad, something like rotten eggsâwas getting to me, too, though Carm worked on and didnât show any reaction.
I coughed and gagged, not sure how much longer I could take