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away.
    “Do you like
this?”
    Calista, you
can end it all now. Say no and he will stop.
    I close my eyes
trying to decide what I want.
    “Don’t think
about it,” he interrupts my thoughts. “Just tell me if you like it. There is
nothing wrong if you like it. It’s just you and me here. And the birds and some
squirrels, but I can assure you that they will not judge you.”
    He makes me
smile.
    “Is that a yes?”
    I nod.
    “Good.”
    He takes his
hands off my neck and as I see his face approaching mine, I instinctively turn
my head away. I feel his lips on my neck. And then his tongue. I can hardly
breathe.
    “This?”
    “Yes,” I
whisper.
    He lowers my
nightgown down my shoulders revealing my breasts.
    “No, please,” I
say as I turn to look at him again.
    “You don’t like
this?” he asks.
    “No,” I close my
eyes in embarrassment.
    “Why not? Did I
hurt you?”
    “No.”
    “Then why?”
    “Because I’m too
ashamed to be naked.”
    “Yes, I got that
yesterday. And last night I was an animal. So, you are ashamed of the birds as
well?”
    “No.”
    “Then why are
you ashamed of me?”
    “You are a man.
And it’s not appropriate.”
    He stares at my
naked breasts with lust in his eyes. Not the one my candidates had. A more
primal one, making me feel my lower belly clench.
    “Do you have any
idea how beautiful you are? Has anyone ever seen you naked? I mean as a grown -
up.”
    “No.”
    “I thought so,”
he looks in my eyes as if he wants to penetrate my soul. “Why do you want to
keep this beauty for yourself? Why don’t you want to share it? The world is
made of shared grace and harmony. Look at the sun shining, at the bees flying,
the flowers blossoming. What would happen if they were ashamed like you are? No
beauty would be revealed. We would live in an eternal shadow of what could
exist.”
    I gasp. I feel
like he has opened my chest and grabbed my heart. I cry again.
    “Why do you deny
your beauty? Let yourself shine. Let yourself free.”
    Slowly, he
touches my lips with his. It’s my first kiss. I can’t stop crying. But not
because I’m afraid, but because he has touched the depths of my soul in a way
no one has ever done before.
    “So, shall I go
on?” he asks me when he pulls away.
    “Yes.”
    He goes on
kissing my chin, my neck and moves lower to my chest. His tongue swirls around
my left nipple while his hand caresses my right breast. I feel my nipples
getting so hard that they hurt. And well, I’m…wet. I have only been this wet
when I had secretly read one of my mom’s erotic novels she hides in her room.
She would never want me to know that she reads those kinds of books.
    I lean my head
against the tree, closing my eyes and savoring the sensation. I have touched myself
before, but it’s so different when another one touches you. Especially when you
are bound and unable to prevent it.
    His touch
becomes harsh, almost hurting me. He even bites my nipple slightly and I
flinch. Just when things have started to get wild, he retreats leaving me
wanting more.
    “Did you like
that?” he asks.
    I nod with
closed eyes.
    “I want to you
to look at me and say it.”
    That was weird.
His voice sounded more severe than before. More demanding. I open my eyes
scared to face him, but when I eventually do, his look is like before. Kind and
commanding at once.
    “Yes, I liked
it.”
    He smiles.
    “Did I hurt you
so far?”
    “No,” but I
hurry to correct myself, “only when you bit me.”
    “Was it so bad?”
    “No, it wasn’t.”
     “Good. So, you
trust me?”
    “I don’t know.”
    “If I go on, you
will have to trust me that I will not hurt you. Otherwise, you will not fully
experience this.”
    This? Oh, no. I
should have never read my mom’s novel. Now I know what he is going to do to me.
It would be better if I were naïve. I don’t want my first time to be like
this. Tied to a tree. With an unknown man, who by the way turns into a wolf.
    “So?” he demands
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