out. I guess a new baby in the house can do that. And I know dealing with Courtney, my dadâs live-in whatever, and her crazy-ass self can do that, too. Now that sheâs dealing with that postpartum thing it must really be a hot mess.
I went over there last weekend, but only stayed one night. Courtney was screaming her head off. The thing is, sheâs usually screaming her head off about something. But last weekend she was unreal, even by her standards. She kept yelling about wanting my dad to marry her and swearing if he didnât sheâd never speak to him again.
Really, truthfully, I donât think that was much of a threat. Knowing my dad, Courtney not speaking to him was probably exactly what he wanted. Then of course, seeing his expression as he ran out of the house more than proved the point. I didnât see him the rest of the night. That didnât stop Courtney from still losing her mind.
The boys, Kenneth James Jr., named after my dad, and Jason, my other half brother, stayed by my side the whole time I was there. They even slept in my bedroom. They fell asleep on my bed watching Monsters, Inc . I didnât have the heart to move them to their bedroom. I felt bad for them. When I was leaving, they cried and wanted to come with me. Courtney was pissed, and my dad was MIA as usual. Itâs a trick he perfected years ago. When thereâs drama, he disappears. So Saturday afternoon I left.
âKenisha.â
I turn around to see Ms. Grayson standing in the hall. I must have blown right past her without even seeing her. âI gotta go, Ms. Grayson,â I say, before she adds more drama to my day.
âWhatâs going on with you?â
âIâm fine,â I say, and start walking again.
âHold up. Whatever it is you have to do can wait a few minutes.â She walks over to me with her eyebrows all scrunched together frowning. âNow, whatâs going on with you lately? A month ago you were my best student. Now youâre surly, angry and ambivalent. Your grades are all over the board lately. Youâre not focusing. Are you having family problems?â she asks.
I start laughing. âMe, family problemsâyou gotta be kidding, right? Which ones?â I ask sarcastically. She looks at me. I hate having to explain. âOkay, you mean the family problem where my dad kicked me and my mom out of our Virginia house a few months ago, so he could move his pregnant girlfriend in. Or maybe youâre talking about the one where my mom took a handful of pills and killedherself. Oh, and then thereâs some drug dealing nut-job in the neighborhood who tried to rape me two weeks ago. So exactly which family drama are you talking about?â
She looks stunned. âKenisha, Iâm so sorry,â she whispers.
âWell donât be. Like I said before, Iâm fine.â
âNo, youâre not. Come on. Letâs go back to the classroom and talk. We can figure some of this out.â
âI canât. I have to go home and take care of something, then everything will be fine after that.â I start walking away.
âKenisha, wait.â
âI gotta go, Ms. Grayson.â
âAll right, Kenisha, but I want to talk to you first thing Monday morning. I get in early and I donât have a first period class. Just tell your teacher to call me and Iâll excuse you from the class.â
âYeah, okay,â I say, knowing as soon as I talk to my dad, that isnât going to happen. So I hurry to my locker but know Iâm already too late âcause I can hear them before I even turn the corner. Troy and his boys are at his locker, which is right next to mine. Crap, more drama. This is the last thing I need. Iâm so not in the mood for him. I start walking toward my locker, ignoring him as his boys back up smiling. Troy turns around. He sees me. Shit. Here we go.
âHey, itâs Kenishiwa. You waiting around for