wiped away. She smelled of soot and smoke. Her brunette hair, mussed, had gray bits of ash woven into it. Sheâd been in the fire that had almost wiped out Robert A. Wilson High Schoolâs entire senior class. That was just last night, but here she was, in school, in Emeril Tippicksâs tiny office, sitting in a small blue plastic chair, her lean form folded fetally.
Why? What had possessed her to come to school today? Moreover, what had possessed her, as Tippicks had been told, to run into the blazing warehouse and save Harry Kellerâs life?
Tippicks didnât ask out loud, but he didnât have to. She coughed, scrunched her face, swiped a dry, plumdyed clump of hair from her forehead, and said, âI have to talk to you about Harry.â
Tippicks had been up since three because of the fire, fielding calls, filling out forms. Now he was in a death match with a vengeful headache. Sleepless and disheveled, he knew he looked more like a balding, gray-haired turkey than a role model, but he wanted to help.
So he leaned forward and immediately knocked over a mug crammed with pens and pencils. Some flew into his lap, others rolled helter-skelter across the desk, while a few clattered to the linoleum floor. The thin plastic sounds echoed in his head like slamming doors.
âIt must be hard,â Tippicks said hoarsely as he scrambled to scoop up the rolling pens within his reach. He stuffed a handful back in the mug, leaving little blue and red marks on his palm. âWeâre all very worried and disappointed about what happened to Harry. The trauma of the fire must have tipped him over the edge.â
Not only that, but Tippicks knew heâd been personally stupid about the whole thing. Heâd protected Keller too much, ignored obvious signs, made a mistake in helping him stay off the antipsychotic meds. He had actually covered for the boy as he hid in a locker in the girlsâ gym.
Why?
An image of Tippicksâs father in a padded cell in Windfree flashed into his mind, making his head pound all the more. He tried to distract himself by scooping more pens into his hands.
The girl crossed her arms and buried her hands between her knees. âItâs not that. Not just that, anyway.â
Tippicks lowered more pens into the mug. âWell, what then?â
Disdain wrinkled her young face. âDonât you want to ask if I knew whether or not he was taking any drugs?â
Tippicks clamped his eyes shut. As if he wasnât feeling guilty enough, he remembered heâd rifled through this girlâs book-bag yesterday, found a stash of K, then doubted her storyâwhich turned out to be trueâthat it had been planted on her.
He shrugged. âNo. I just want to know whatever it is you want to tell me.â
âWell, he wasnât. Harry never used any drugs. Not one. Do you believe me?â
Tippicksâs brow furrowed. âYes.â
She fell into a troubled silence, so he reached for his phone.
âYou might find it easier talking to another counselor.â
âNo,â she said. âIt has to be you. Harry trusted you .â
âBut clearly you donât. I understand. Itâs okay, butââ
âIâ¦I have to try.â
Tippicks withdrew his hand from the phone and leaned back in his chair. It creaked as it tilted back, and a pencil on his lap rolled off onto the floor. When he winced, Siara stifled a snicker.
He smiled. He opened up his hands. âIâm all ears.â
âYou wonât tell his doctors? Is anything I say hereâ¦you know, private?â
âI wonât tell anyone,â Tippicks said. âAs long as it doesnât involve murder.â
âAnd if it does?â
His smile faded. Out of the corner of his eye he saw another pencil rolling. He could have caught it easily, but let it drop.
âWhat are you talking about?â
âHarry thought someone was trying to drive him