annoyed at Jenou for pulling the hair routine. Rio has been sneaking peeks at a boy named Strand Braxton, who has been glancing back from time to time. Once they even make eye contact, which causes both to blush and quickly focus attention elsewhere. But Rio has been hoping for a second such accidental meeting of ever-so-casual glances, and Jenou, forever playing the blond seductress, has diverted Strandâs attention.
âI always say it because itâs always true. Let me ask you something, Rio . . . and donât bother making eyes atStrand, I heard heâs taking Hillary to the dance. Is that a shocked look? Rio, if youâre going to suddenly discover the human male youâre going to need to also discover gossip. Now, where was I?â
Hillary? And Strand?
âYou were telling me how boring everything is,â Rio says. âWhich is kind of boring by itself, you know? Saying the same thing over and over.â
âNo, I remember.â Jenou snaps her fingers. âI was going to ask you if there is a single square foot of this town that you donât know by heart.â
The waitress appears at that point, and Jenou says, âIâll have a cheeseburger.â
âNot today you wonât,â the waitress said. âNo cheese.â
âNo cheese?â
âDontcha know thereâs a war on?â the waitress asks wearily. âDeliveries are all fouled up.â Sheâs in a faded pink uniform and a food-stained apron and the kind of white shoes that nurses wear.
Jenou, exasperated, smacks the table with her palm. âThat does it, now the war is getting serious.â Then she winces and says, âOh, honey. Sorry. Sometimes my mouth . . .â She shrugs.
âHey, itâs okay,â Rio says.
The waitress looks quizzical, and Jenou explains, âHer sister.â
âOh, I heard about that,â the waitress says, losing thewise-guy attitude. âCondolences, sweetie. Sheâs in a better place. Dirty Japs.â
Iâm that girl now. The one everyone has to pity , Rio thinks. Itâs been weeks since Rachelâs death, but the Richlin home is still the only one with a gold star hanging in the window. Life goes on for everyone, almost as if there was no war, until they notice Rio. Then comes the mask of pity, the low voices of sympathy, the threats, the tough talk.
Rio wants to forget it too, the way they all do with such apparent ease. She wants to be normal for a while, to gossip and tease and laugh.
âHamburger,â Rio says, trying to avoid the tears that have stalked her since the coming of the telegram, coming suddenly without warning, prompted by some familiar sight, some gold-hued memory. She wants to shoot the breeze with Jenou and flirt with Strand and not have death and tragedy and her fatherâs stony silence and her motherâs drawn and defeated face hanging over it all.
âTwo hamburgers and two milk shakes,â Jenou says. âWhat flavors?â
âWell, we have vanilla, and then we have vanilla.â
âI see: no chocolate because thereâs a war on.â Jenou reaches across the table and pats Rioâs hand.
They sit in comfortable silence until the hamburgers come. It doesnât take long; the patties arenât much thickerthan a sheet of construction paper and cook up quickly on the long steel grill behind the counter.
They take a few bites, and Rio says, âI found a journal she kept. Rachel, I mean. Up in her room, hidden under her mattress. I was in there to . . .â She shakes her head to ward off the tears and takes a big bite of burger, swallowing it past the lump in her throat.
Breathe. Breathe. Okay.
âI was in there to snoop,â Rio admits. âAnyway, I found her old journal. I wondered if maybe sheâd kept one like it on the ship.â
Jenou nods cautiously.
âIf she was a soldier, maybe weâd get her things, you know? What they