call her effects. But itâs all on the bottom of the Pacific, I guess, and we wonât ever know.â
âI guess not,â Jenou says. âWhat did she write about?â
Rio shrugs. âI donât know. I havenât had the . . . I havenât read it. Her secret crushes, I guess. But if I read it . . . I mean, what if she just complains about her annoying little sister?â She tries to force a smile, and it doesnât quite work.
âYou know you donât have to be funny and lighthearted with me.â
âItâs not for you, Jenou. I heard someone say, I donât know who, some wise man, or some snake oil salesman, whoever, anyway . . . I heard somewhere that you make achoice in life between tragedy and comedy.â
âItâs a choice?â
âWell, you canât choose what happens. You canât even really choose how youâre going to feel about it, I guess. But you can choose how to cope with it.â
Jenou nods her head. âYouâre becoming deep, Rio.â
âAm I?â
âVery deep.â
Rio raises a skeptical eyebrow. âIt just seems that way because Iâve always been so shallow.â
âNonsense. Iâm the shallow one. I insist that I am more shallow than you.â
âRachel was not shallow. She was always different, not like me. Rachel had ambition and goals and . . . ideas.â She shrugs again. âShe was so definite. Do you know what I mean? I feel . . . I mean, I never had to think aboutââ
Sheâs interrupted by the loud crash of a dropped glass behind the counter. Strand looks up at the sound, sees Rio, and smiles.
âNever had to think about what?â Jenou prompts.
âOh, I donât know. About the future. Life. You know. I mean, who am I, anyway? Iâm just some silly girl. I was Rachelâs little sister, and your less-pretty friend. Butââ
âYou are not less pretty,â Jenou says, reaching over to pat her hand. âYouâre just less sexy.â She whispers the last word, earning one of Rioâs slow-build grins, which inturn causes Jenou to giggle, which causes the boys to turn around, their eyes and bodies all eagerness and energy.
âSee? That was a sexy giggle,â Jenou says. âShall I teach it to you?â
Rio throws a small french fry at Jenou.
Thank God for Jenou.
âI guess if I was ever to enlist it would be in the army,â Jenou says. Thereâs a false note to her nonchalance that pricks Rioâs interest.
âYou enlist? Theyâll have to draft you, Jen, and then hunt you down with a net.â
Jenou does not immediately laugh. Rio sets down her burger and leans forward. âJen?â
âDid I mention that this town is really boring?â
âJenou Castain, what are you thinking?â
âWell, everyone knows sooner or later this war goes to France, which means Paris. Havenât you always wanted to see Paris? City of lights? City of love? City of lovers? City of my rich and handsome future husband? You know, I come from French stock.â
âYes, youâve mentioned it a hundred times, but, Jen, are you serious?â Jenou has always craved travel, especially to romantic France. She has alwaysâwell, since age twelve anywayâinsisted on the French pronunciation of her name. Not a solid American j sound like jump , but a soft zh . Zhenou. Or Zhen for short. Jenou.
Jenou looks up from her burger with the slyly defiant expression Rio has seen on many occasions, most often occasions that end with Jenou on the wrong end of a stern lecture from parents or from the pastor or even, on one occasion, from the chief of police.
âYou havenât thought of it?â Jenou asks.
âMe? Iâve got months before Iâm of legal age andââ
âOh, do you really think you couldnât get around that?â Jenou puts on her most worldly-wise face.