âNo more Internet porn for you.â
âMust you keep bringing that up?â questioned Angel, a little testy. âMind you, my brief foray into porn also occurred during the time I was competing with my fiancéâs dead wife for his love and attention. It was my coping mechanism.â
â Coping mechanism? â repeated Sullivan with skepticism.
âYes, the same way downing bottles of tequila used to be your coping mechanism,â blabbed Angel. âWe all have our vices. Mine just happened to be naked and online. These days, I only use the Internet for what it was created forâshopping . â
Reginell sifted through Sullivanâs assortment of gourmet cookies. âWeâve all made changes in the right direction except you, Lawson.â
âWhat have I done?â balked Lawson, grabbing a smoked salmon finger sandwich.
âItâs what you havenât done,â Angel informed her. âYou still havenât forgiven your husband.â
Lawson averted eye contact. âI forgave Garrett for his affair with Simone a long time ago.â
Angel softened her tone. âYeah, youâve said the words, but what counts is whatâs in your heart. If you have truly forgiven him in your heart, you wouldnât be still punishing him and little Simon.â
Despite the effort Lawson and her husband had made to move past his one-night stand with his construction companyâs interior designer, Simone, the evidence still lingered in the form of his four-month-old love child, Simon.
âLike Garrett, Iâm guilty of screwing up every now and then,â conceded Sullivan.
âMore like âscrewing around,ââ Reginell said, butting in.
Sullivan went on, ignoring Reginellâs dig at her. âAll Iâm saying is that weâve all come short of Godâs standards, and itâs not as if youâre blameless in all this, Lawson. Garrett never wouldâve stepped out on you if you hadnât lied to him for months, secretly taking birth control pills while knowing that he wanted a baby.â
Reginell added, âNot to mention how crazy you got after Mark and I started dating.â
âReggie, we all looked at you a little sideways about that one,â divulged Angel. âAfter all, Mark is Namonâs father and the man your sister lost her virginity to.â
âThatâs not the point!â Reginell swept her braids off of her shoulders. âLawson, the point is that you made Garrett feel disrespected and unloved. You shut him out.â
For once, Sullivan sided with Reginell. âBetween your lies and your neglect, you did everything except gift wrap Simoneâs panties for him, Lawson.â
âWhatever.â Lawson put down her plate, having now lost her appetite. âIâve owned up to my mistakes, but no one, not even Garrett, can expect me to warm up to the one thing thatâs a living, breathing constant reminder of my husband cheating on me.â
âSimon is not a thing, Lawson!â blurted out Reginell. âHeâs Garrettâs son and your stepsonââ
Lawson held up her hands to cut her sister off. âSimon belongs to Garrett and that tramp Simone. He has nothing to do with me.â
Sullivan sat down next to Angel on the sofa. âAnd itâs that attitude and your refusal to accept his son that are going to drive your husband away and right back into Simoneâs waiting arms. Is that what you want?â
âNone of this has been what I wanted. My marriage would be fineâ perfect âif it werenât for that woman and her child,â griped Lawson, balling her fists in frustration.
Sullivan shook her head and glanced over at Charity. âNo marriage is perfect, honey, believe me!â
Reginell wrapped her arm around her sister. âGarrett and Simon are a packaged deal, like you and Namon were when you met him, and you need to find a