to my house and see it with your own eyes.”
Carolina went.
From that day Carolina’s life would change forever.
CHAPTER 3
Since that date, she had with JP she couldn’t stop thinking about everything that happened in that encounter, she went through all the details over and over again, triggering in her neurological system a feeling of anxiety with a mixture of excitement and desire for repeating the experience.
She wakes up every day hoping that JP would send her a message or call her just to say "hi" after having been together.
But he never contacted her again.
Saturday finally arrived but Carolina didn’t hear anything from JP.
She knows he doesn’t want to see her again, because if he wanted to, he would have already contacted her.
But Carolina was already completely in love and ignored the obvious signs. Still, she contacted him.
JP answered her that unfortunately, he can’t make it, but he would like to see her again as soon as possible.
Days and weeks go by without any contact from JP to set another date.
She decided, to send a message one month later to let him know that she would be moving on, hoping unconsciously to rip a reaction out of him:
"Hello, I know you don’t want to see me again, but I want you to know that I loved meeting you. Goodbye."
Taking Carolina completely by surprise JP answered her the next minute:
"Where do you think you're going? We are not done yet"
Looking at his message, her hope was instantly renewed and she couldn’t resist asking:
"I don’t understand, if we aren’t done yet why are we not together?!"
"Because I'm in New York," He said.
With a breath of relief, she smiled, after all, he was only engaged with work and she thought all this time, he wasn’t interested in her and he's just out of the country.
Again she ignored all the red flags coming from the bottom of her brain just because she was already madly in love with him.
Another month passes by, two months, failing to reschedule another date, JP never gave Carolina the opportunity to talk in person, and he didn’t show any interest in repeating the extraordinary sex they had together. They only keep contact through text messages and sometimes sexting.
Carolina started to get anxious and angry with him, she didn’t know how to handle the situation, because she never meet a man like him: Oh that filthy English, how could I be so stupid and believe in him? Making me trust in him, because he said in my eyes he would like to see me again and be together on a regular basis, but he lied. And in the middle of everything, how is he capable of filling my mind with dirty thoughts, putting me on fire for him.
Whenever Carolina thought about him and how he treated her, the angrier she got.
Carolina, at this point, knew already what had happened between them meant nothing to him, he was still in love with the other woman, although she kept playing him in the palm of her hand and what had happened between JP and Carolina had been only one time and there was no chance of repeating it.
She couldn’t forgive herself, for not being able to talk to him and ask that they should spend more time together to get to know each other better.
Being conscious, she loved an illusion, a fantasy from her head, she didn’t know who that man in real life was that she had fallen in love with.
Trying to forget JP at all cost, Carolina accepted social invitations to distract herself from failed affair. Days later in one of the events, she was invited, almost weekly but never shows up, she finds one of her social friends she’d met previously, they were not intimate and they talked only about events, twice.
In fact, Carolina knew Tess was a highly recommended professional in matchmaking, bringing couples together who otherwise wouldn’t get to know in any other way, and that is what Carolina needs right now, an expert to find her the man of her dreams.
As soon Tess hears Carolina’s words, she was so
Carolina went.
From that day Carolina’s life would change forever.
CHAPTER 3
Since that date, she had with JP she couldn’t stop thinking about everything that happened in that encounter, she went through all the details over and over again, triggering in her neurological system a feeling of anxiety with a mixture of excitement and desire for repeating the experience.
She wakes up every day hoping that JP would send her a message or call her just to say "hi" after having been together.
But he never contacted her again.
Saturday finally arrived but Carolina didn’t hear anything from JP.
She knows he doesn’t want to see her again, because if he wanted to, he would have already contacted her.
But Carolina was already completely in love and ignored the obvious signs. Still, she contacted him.
JP answered her that unfortunately, he can’t make it, but he would like to see her again as soon as possible.
Days and weeks go by without any contact from JP to set another date.
She decided, to send a message one month later to let him know that she would be moving on, hoping unconsciously to rip a reaction out of him:
"Hello, I know you don’t want to see me again, but I want you to know that I loved meeting you. Goodbye."
Taking Carolina completely by surprise JP answered her the next minute:
"Where do you think you're going? We are not done yet"
Looking at his message, her hope was instantly renewed and she couldn’t resist asking:
"I don’t understand, if we aren’t done yet why are we not together?!"
"Because I'm in New York," He said.
With a breath of relief, she smiled, after all, he was only engaged with work and she thought all this time, he wasn’t interested in her and he's just out of the country.
Again she ignored all the red flags coming from the bottom of her brain just because she was already madly in love with him.
Another month passes by, two months, failing to reschedule another date, JP never gave Carolina the opportunity to talk in person, and he didn’t show any interest in repeating the extraordinary sex they had together. They only keep contact through text messages and sometimes sexting.
Carolina started to get anxious and angry with him, she didn’t know how to handle the situation, because she never meet a man like him: Oh that filthy English, how could I be so stupid and believe in him? Making me trust in him, because he said in my eyes he would like to see me again and be together on a regular basis, but he lied. And in the middle of everything, how is he capable of filling my mind with dirty thoughts, putting me on fire for him.
Whenever Carolina thought about him and how he treated her, the angrier she got.
Carolina, at this point, knew already what had happened between them meant nothing to him, he was still in love with the other woman, although she kept playing him in the palm of her hand and what had happened between JP and Carolina had been only one time and there was no chance of repeating it.
She couldn’t forgive herself, for not being able to talk to him and ask that they should spend more time together to get to know each other better.
Being conscious, she loved an illusion, a fantasy from her head, she didn’t know who that man in real life was that she had fallen in love with.
Trying to forget JP at all cost, Carolina accepted social invitations to distract herself from failed affair. Days later in one of the events, she was invited, almost weekly but never shows up, she finds one of her social friends she’d met previously, they were not intimate and they talked only about events, twice.
In fact, Carolina knew Tess was a highly recommended professional in matchmaking, bringing couples together who otherwise wouldn’t get to know in any other way, and that is what Carolina needs right now, an expert to find her the man of her dreams.
As soon Tess hears Carolina’s words, she was so
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