dark-grey button-down shirts with Collins Motors embroidered in red on the front left and a light grey nametag on the right, along with black pants â were made of wrinkle-free material.
He frowns at the safety pin in my shirt. âCouldnât find a sewing needle?â
âBecause I donât have one.â I look down at the shirt. âItâs not that bad. I was going to staple it.â
Bryce shakes his head. He is the only person I know who polishes his workboots, even if they never seem clean enough for him. A weird line of work for a neat freak, but Bryce is one of the best mechanics I know. Heâs just slower than everyone else.
âSo, he starts today?â Bryce asks, talking about my soon-to-be ex-husband, Jamie. He picks up a couple of work orders and shuffles through them.
âYup. I canât believe I have to put up with him working here.â
âNot for long, I can bet.â His mouth moves a little, making what passes for a smile from him. âBut I canât believe you have to put up with it either.â
âIf I knew that investing in the company would mean Iâd have to work with himââ
âJack would have lost the business. You know damn well he wouldnât take the money from me.â
Three and a half years ago, Dad had decided it was a good time to expand, but he moved too much too fast, and when the cost of labour and materials skyrocketed, Dad had two choices: take my money or go under. So Jamie and I combined the $20,000 I had and the $5000 Jamieâs parents gave him to become part owners of Collins Motors.
âBut why did I have to let Jamie in on the investment? Now Iâm stuck with his terms or heâs going to go after fifty percent.â
âI donât understand why he wants a job here anyway. Not like he likes cars or knows anything about them.â Bryce doesnât look up from the work order heâs writing on.
âNo. Maybe he just wants to torture me. Doesnât matter why, I suppose. Twenty percent and a full-time job is what he wants and thatâs what Iâm stuck with.â
âHe wonât be around long,â Bryce says. âYou wait and see.â
I want to believe him but think back to a year before, when Bryce said the words, âHeâll be okay.â
âMaybe,â I say and head off to the lunchroom to boil the kettle.
The rest of the morning flies and by eleven, Iâm dismantling the dashboard of a Ford Windstar in order to replace the bulb in the speedometer. The job is frustrating and to make matters worse, the minivan Iâm working in smells like something has long since died inside it. The stench hit me when I opened the door, making my eyes water. I hold my breath as long as I can before leaning out of the car to take another deep breath of fresh air. I wonât dare get too close to the fast food bags strewn over the back seat and piled up on the floor.
Something touches my leg and I exhale a blast of air with a start and a squeal.
âHi, partner,â Jamie says as I look out of the van.
âIâm busy.â
âI see.â He leans down and looks in the van. âCan I help?â
âNo. Go see Bryce. Heâll tell you what to do. Maybe you can try something easy, like change a tire or something.â
âYeah, Iâd like to learn how to do that.â Jamie smiles and I want him away from me. I hate him too much to like that smile.
I try to return to the dashboard but I want to know where Jamie is and what heâs doing. I lean out of the van and see Jamie talking to Bryce. Jamie is grinning and Bryceâs face can best be described as a scowl.
Looking at Jamie
studying a work order Bryce is pointing at, I realize that both the men I loved will now be in the garage â one in the flesh and the other in memories represented by a horrible place on the floor next to the toolbox I wonât let anyone close.
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J. S. Cooper, Helen Cooper