convince. Zircon, definitely.
âDid you want a diamond for an engagement ring? Personally, diamond rings make my hands look dirty. I prefer sapphires.â
Dilys wriggled. âDaddy introduced Ben to a jeweller friend of his and arranged for him to buy me a diamond ring. And he did. It was a beauty.â
Past tense.
Was
a beauty.
âYou call your husband âBenâ?â
âHis full name is Benjamin Benton, but most people just call him Benton.â
âYou were not consulted about the ring?â
âNo, it was a lovely surprise.â
âAnd a relief, too, if you were already pregnant?â
The girl ducked her head.
Bea wondered if the girl had been consulted about her options at that stage, either. As the aged Mr Hollandâs only child, she could have had the baby and been well looked after, without being pushed into marrying a man of doubtful quality.
Dilys breathed, âHe loved me to distraction. He begged me to marry him. He went down on one knee. It was wonderful. Iâd never thought such a thing would ever happen to me.â
Bea diagnosed a terminal lack of self-worth. âYour father was pleased?â
âOh yes. Ben was head salesman of the company and it was as if it were meant. Daddy bought us the sweetest little town house and we had a lovely wedding at our country place, but we didnât go abroad for a honeymoon because I was being sick all the time.â
Bea could see it all. The men arranged everything to their satisfaction, and the girl â pregnancy sick and immature for her age â had gone along with it. âWhen did you first notice something was wrong with the ring?â
A wriggle. âNothingâs wrong with it.â
âDilys, I canât help you if you donât come clean. Of course you noticed. Most young brides wear their engagement ring all the timeââ
âWell, I didnât because I was being sick so much. I was worried about it slipping off my finger and going down the sink.â
âLet me guess. Ben said heâd get it altered for a better fit for you, but when it was returned from the jewellers you didnât wear it then, either, because it felt and looked slightly different.â
The girl recited, âHe loves me, he only thinks of whatâs best for me.â
Bea sighed. âYou keep saying that he loves you, but you donât say that you love him.â
A tinge of colour. âOf course I do.â The wide eyes became wider. Terror loomed.
Bea said, in her softest tone, âYouâre afraid of him. Does he hit you?â
âNo, no, no!â Tears threatened. âOf course not.â
A lie? âThen what are you afraid of?â
âNothing. Heâs just ⦠He can be very sharp. If he knew that Iâd let you see the ring, that you were trying to make me say awful things about him ⦠I really do love him. Of course I do.â
âBut â¦?â
Dilys gulped. âItâs not his fault. Itâs mine. He gets frustrated because Iâm so stupid. I need to understand how silly Iâve been, so that I donât show him up in front of other people.â
âHe criticizes you?â
âItâs for my own good. I mean, I knew the business wasnât doing so well, and I thought that I might be able to help, because I used to go into the office and help out before I was married, but he made me see Iâd be worse than useless.â
Ouch. Bea held on to her temper. She wanted to slap someone, and that someone wasnât Dilys. âHow is he with the children?â
âOh, fine. At least, with the boys. Theyâre so like him, take after him, heâs so proud of them, you wouldnât believe how much he indulges them.â
âI seem to remember you have a little girl as well.â
âMy little girl is like me, a bit stupid, you know? But he only tells her off for her own good.â
âDoes he