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Kenneth hasnât been home since their fatherâs funeral. Calls Nancy on her birthday and at Christmas. âMen,â the department secretary said after Jill vented about her brotherâs lack of help. âThey get looked after. Women do the looking.â Her cheerful resignation pissed Jill off. Will Pema stick around when she needs looking after? The letter came in a brown, wrinkled envelope, the address painstakingly printed and the ink smudged on one side. An exotic mess of stamps fills one corner. She feels the base of her neck tighten. Itâs not like Pema even remembers her birth mother.
âIâm glad youâll have company, Mom, but please, donât wear yourself out.â
âI sure miss Lucy. It must have been terrible for her.â
âLook, I need to go but Iâll call you next Sunday.â Jillâs sorry but she canât hear again how her motherâs best friend collapsed in the bathroom, no one finding her until the following evening.
âOkay, Jillian dear. Goodbye till then.â
âBut do call, Mom, if you need to,â Jill adds, though she knows Nancy never would, for fear of interrupting . âIâll call you next week.â
âIâm pleased about John Early coming,â Nancy says as if to herself.
Jill hangs up. Something else to worry about. Didnât even get a chance to bring up the letter. She hears the creak of a door upstairs and thinks she should make Pema and Beau do their own dishes for a change. Then imagines the excuses, the procrastination over whose turn it is, their need to eat breakfast first, whichâll mean more dirty dishes. She pulls on her rubber gloves.
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Sunday morning and heavy rain blurs the backyard. Jill didnât sleep well last night and arranges the pillows on the couch in the family room in order to lie down before calling her mom. Her hand hits something hard wedged between the seat cushions and she draws up an empty mickey of vodka. For a moment, sheâs sixteen, on a bottle hunt, out to prove her motherâs ignorance. Sheâd found three: one in his workshop, one in the hall closet, one in the trunk of the car.
Quinn had Lauren over last night, and when she and Les came home from the movie, she thought he was unusually talkative and looked a little...stupid. All teens experiment with booze, she tells herself; itâs the sneaking around she canât, wonât, tolerate. She gets up and places the bottle on the mantel where heâll see it. So they can talk about it.
âVodka,â she says into the quiet. âVodka.â Two hard double consonants followed by the open, feminine ah , like a cough of frozen air. The name sounds like a toast to Slavic health. âWodka!â Sheâd like to know who bought it for him. Remind him heâs an example to his brother and sister. And that, while his brainâs still developing, itâs just not smart to drink too much.
She stands at the picture window in the family room, dials her motherâs number. The line rings twice before Nancy picks up.
âMom, hi.â
âJillian, dear. Hello.â
âHowâs your week been? You taking your pills?â Besides her thyroid issue and an arthritic hip, Nancy is borderline diabetic.
âI fill up my days-of-the-week container each Sunday after your call.â
What happens if I donât call? âSo howâs it going with John?â she asks, though she wants to skip right to the letter and get Nancyâs advice on how to respond. She pushes up the volume on the phone.
âJillian, it couldnât be more pleasant having him around. He was up and moving after two days. But then heâs still nice and trim. Your father had that stomach of his. I never understood how something made of fat could be hard as a clenched fist .â
âI know.â
âHe built a little cage for my planters, out of